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Wisdom Tantra Freedom

Nataraj Chaitanya & Vishnudev Kristian Crowe

Wisdom Tantra Freedom is a podcast for seekers, rebels, and lovers of the sacred who are walking the razor’s edge between ancient tradition and modern life. Hosted by Vishnudev Kristian Crowe and Nataraj Chaitanya, two tantrikas and friends, each episode dives deep into the heart of sādhanā, self-inquiry, and soul-expanding conversation.

From the wild paradoxes of devotion and desire to the pitfalls of spiritual ego, from pop culture reflections to profound scripture, WTF explores what it means to live with integrity, awaken the heart, and remember the Self in every part of life.

Expect raw honesty, luminous teachings, laughter, sacred poetry, and the occasional WTF moment. Whether you’re a longtime practitioner or newly curious about the tantric path, Wisdom Tantra Freedom invites you into a space where the divine meets the real, and nothing is off limits.

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#27
August 22 · 49 min
WTF are Kriyas
Hosts Natraj Chaitanya and Vishnudev dive into kriyas—spontaneous yogic movements caused by the awakened shakti that purify body, mind, and destiny. They mix scripture, ashram stories, and practical insight to explain how contraction and expansion are part of the path to liberation. Listeners get practical advice on relating to kriyas: remember the movement as benevolent shakti, seek support from teachers and satsang, and use devotional practices, rest, and simple self-care to weather intense periods of purification.
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#26
August 12 · 59 min
WTF with Hanna Williams
Hanna Williams joins the WTF podcast to unpack an 11-year tantric journey: aggressive non-dualism, Shaktipat initiation, and the volatile tenderness of guru-disciple life. They cover kitchen seva, sangha conflict and repair, meme culture as modern sutra, and the daily discipline of japa and devotion. The conversation moves between raw personal stories and practical spiritual tools—how to hold paradox, cultivate intimacy with reality, and let grace and practice transform ordinary suffering into growth. Hanna is a spiritual mentor and creative consultant who has been initiated in a classical Shakta tantric tradition since 2015. She does all of her work through the philosophy of the great tradition and through the grace of her guru, and yet she is also a very multifaceted person with a lot of different interests. She's also an artist and a writer and a cook, a self-described poet, scientist, a relationship nerd, and a human design enthusiast. Her ultimate goal is to orient people towards the mysterious and awe-inspiring power of grace. Her second runner-up is helping people to remember who they really are in this incarnation and the work that they're meant to do as brilliant individual undulations within the sea of consciousness. https://www.hannawilliams.com/
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#25
August 12 · 47 min
WTF is Dharma
In this episode of WTF (Wisdom, Tantra, Freedom), hosts Vishnudev and Nataraj Chaitanya unpack the many meanings of dharma, sharing from the Bhagavad Gita to the lived reality of following the Shakti. They explore how dharma differs from morality, how practice and teacher-guidance shape awakening, and why surrender and community matter. Conversations touch on karma, grace, ashram life, and practical tools like abhyasa and vairagya, offering a candid, sometimes humorous look at the costs and gifts of committing to a spiritual path.
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#24
July 20 · 1 hr 6 min
WTF the Mahavidyas
Hosts Nataraj Chaitanya and Vishnudev dive into Gupta Navaratri and the Das Mahavidyas, exploring how ten tantric goddesses and their mantras meet modern life, heartbreak, humor, and holy confusion. The episode covers lineage and ritual, daily sadhana at Trika Kula, transformative effects of mantra and puja, and practical stories of grief, relationship repair, and inner power through deities like Kali, Lalita, Bhuvaneshwari, Bhagalamukhi, Matangi, and more. Perfect for dedicated practitioners and curious listeners, this episode offers a clear view of ferocious devotion, community practice, and upcoming tantra programs that carry these teachings into everyday life.
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#23
May 28 · 1 hr 2 min
WTF is Vijñāna Bhairava Tantra
Join hosts Natraj Chaitanya and Vishnudev as they explore the Vijñāna Bhairava Tantra, a practical compendium of dharanas—short meditations and contemplations that reveal the self with eyes closed and open. They discuss lineage teachings, the Hamsa breath technique, embodiment practices like swaying, memory-based doorways to bliss, and how to apply these tools in everyday life to transform practice into lived experience. The episode offers an accessible guide to making meditation portable, embodied, and experimental, and includes an invitation to a nine-week Vijñāna Bhairava Tantra course for deeper study.
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#22
May 16 · 51 min
WTF is Satsang
In this episode hosts Natraj Chaitanya and Vishnudev explore what satsang really is: the practice of gathering with teachers and community to be with reality, receive teachings, and integrate spiritual practice into everyday life. They discuss classical forms of satsang, the teacher’s role, and how repetition, devotion, and honest human emotion transform suffering into insight. Through stories of dance, ashram life, and ritual, they show how satsang fosters belonging, sacrificial growth, and the shifting of identity from external fixes to an internal center. Practical themes include the power of karma yoga, dealing with grief and longing, and bringing spiritual wisdom into relationships and daily challenges.
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#21
April 3 · 53 min
WTF is Queer Yoga
Two spiritual teachers explore how queerness intersects with sadhana, ashram life, and Tantra — discussing coming out, chosen family, ritual, and the freedom of living beyond labels. Through candid stories and practical insight, they show how desire, devotion, and improvisation can be transformative tools for spiritual growth and authentic living.
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#20
March 17 · 54 min
WTF with Kayla Radhika Miller
Kayla Radhika Miller is a multi-disciplinary artist, mystic, scholar, and yoga teacher devoted to the sacred intersection of art and spiritual life. Initiated into the Shivoham Tantra lineage in 2019, she has studied primarily with Artemis and Bhairav of Anuttara Ashram as well as Nataraj Chaitanya. In 2024, her teacher Bhairav gave her the name Radhika in recognition of the depth and sincerity of her devotional path and her ability to spark spiritual devotion in the lives of her students. Kayla holds a Master’s degree in Art History, with research exploring the influence of the Bhagavad Gītā on the life and work of Canadian painter Lawren Harris. Alongside her academic work, she is a devoted painter whose works live in yoga studios, galleries, and private collections around the world. Her current work explores the world as the living orchestra of the Divine, drawing inspiration from tantra, sufism, music, and modern art. Through her paintings, teaching, exhibitions, and online Patreon community, she invites people into a more intimate, reverent relationship with the sacred that dwells in all. Kayla Radhika Miller joins WTF to share how living in an ashram, a committed mantra practice, and a devotional creative life transformed her—through loss, eros, and artistic rebirth. Hosts explore lineage, daily sadhana, and how poetry, music, and painting can be doorways back to presence for seekers at any stage.
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#19
February 25 · 59 min
WTF is Trika Kula
Hosts Nataraj Chaitanya and Vishnudev sit down with Jayden Turner and Leah Hamlet, residents of Trika Kula, to explore how Vedic meditation, tantric puja, somatic movement, and daily yogic practice shape life in a modern spiritual community. They speak honestly about intimacy, conflict, devotion, and grace—how practice reveals essential nature, forces hard conversations, and brings unexpected support. Tune in to hear how ritual, service, and shared life create transformation.
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#18
February 11 · 49 min
WTF is Shiva
In this episode of Wisdom, Tantra, Freedom, hosts Nataraj Chaitanya and Vishnudev explore Shiva as consciousness through mantra, japa, and devotion, preparing for Maha Shivaratri. They share personal stories, teachings from Siddha and Kashmiri saints, and practical guidance on how mantra and sadhana help transform grief, destruction, and everyday life. Listeners can expect reflections on the five acts of Shiva, the union of Shiva and Shakti, and the power of Om Namah Shivaya.
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#17
February 9 · 1 hr 3 min
WTF is India
Nataraj Chaitanya and Vishnudev return from a transformative, wonderful, turbulent, and enlivening pilgrimage through India’s most potent spiritual sites — Ganeshpuri, Tamil Nadu, Kolkata, and Kamakhya — sharing raw stories of grief, devotion, and the fierce grace of the Goddess. They describe intense pujas, deity darshan, ritual sacrifices, and how living in a yogabhumi accelerated deep inner work. Along the way they announce the reopening of Trika Kula as an ashram, and reflect on how pilgrimage, community, and lineage have shifted their practice and capacity to love and surrender.
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#16
Dec 15, 2025 · 55 min
WTF is Awakening
Hosts Nataraj Chaitanya and Vishnudev Kristian Crowe explore spiritual awakening through Baba Muktananda's commentary on Shiva Sutra 1.8, covering kundalini, mantra practice, Mahavidyas, and the shift from jiva to Shiva. They mix devotional insight with candid stories about grief, integration, community, and practical tools for bringing inner wakefulness into relationships and everyday life.
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#15
Dec 12, 2025 · 52 min
WTF with Ishwari
Hosts Nataraj Chaitanya and Vishnudev sit with Ishwari, a long‑time disciple and ashram resident, to explore living with a guru, Shaktipat awakening, the practical demands of seva, and the messy, transformative work of self‑revelation in communal sadhana. They discuss tests of surrender, working with thought and feeling as a doorway to the self, devotional practice, and what it really takes to be a disciple.
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#14
Nov 11, 2025 · 50 min
WTF is Love
In this episode of Wisdom, Tantra, Freedom, hosts Nataraj Chaitanya and Vishnudev dive into the messy, luminous reality of love — exploring how love expands when given, how attachment and expectation conceal the heart, and how yoga, mantra, and sadhana cultivate unconditional, present-centered love. They discuss practical opposites like security and spontaneity, the heart’s digestive fire that transforms impressions, the role of community and dialogue in healing conflict, and how to balance oneness and relationship in everyday life. Listeners are invited to bring these teachings into practice through devotion, honest self-revelation, and sustained sadhana — and to consider deeper training for those called to teach and integrate these practices.
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#13
Nov 5, 2025 · 46 min
WTF is Frying?!
Hosts Nataraj Chaitanya and Vishnudev explore the fierce edge of sadhana — the "frying" or tapasya that burns away old patterns. Through stories from ashram life, guru dynamics, and personal heartbreak, they show how purification, community, and honest service transform pain into wisdom. The episode also shares practical guidance on staying present, using discipline wisely, and leaning into relationship and seva when the heat rises. Join Vishnudev and Nataraj in 2026 for their 200-hour Trika Hatha Yoga teacher training! https://www.vedicyoga.com.au/yoga-teacher-training
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#12
Sep 12, 2025 · 52 min
WTF is Hatha Yoga
Hosts Nataraj Chaitanya and Vishnudev unpack the heart of Hatha Yoga—what "ha" and "tha" mean, how balancing sun and moon energy opens the third channel, and why simple postures can reveal profound inner aliveness (spanda). They explore rounding, breath, mantra, and the limbed path of practice as a living transmission that moves from gross to subtle and back, plus an invite to a deep 200-hour Trika Hatha Yoga teacher training starting February 2026.
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#11
Sep 10, 2025 · 1 hr 1 min
WTF with Yogini Rabia
In this episode of WTF (Wisdom, Tantra, Freedom), hosts Nataraj Chaitanya and Vishnudev sit with Yogini Rabia — a bhakti yogi, pujari, and Ayurvedic guide — to share stories from lineage, initiation, and life in the ashram. They explore a vivid Shaktipat awakening, the power of seva and Shiva process, practical ritual and mantra, and how Ayurveda helps tailor sustainable, trauma-informed sadhana for real people in modern life. Rabia offers reflections on devotion, community, and embodied practice, plus one-on-one work. For more about Rabia or to work with her 1 on 1, visit https://www.themuktiproject.com.au/
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#10
Sep 9, 2025 · 46 min
WTF is the Self
Hosts Nataraj Chaitanya and Vishnudev explore what “the Self” (Atman) really is—how the witness, the heart, and the experience of Satchitananda (existence, consciousness, bliss) appear through mantra, meditation, bhakti, and honest presence. Mixing personal stories, scriptural quotations, and practical guidance, the episode shows how longing and consistent practice reveal the ever-present Self and offer ways to live with more openness and creativity. The hosts also invite listeners to their upcoming 200-hour Trika Hatha Yoga teacher training for those seeking deeper lineage-based practice and integration.
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S1 · E9
Sep 3, 2025 · 49 min
WTF is Ancestral Karma
In this episode of Wisdom, Tantra, Freedom, hosts Nataraj Chaitanya and Vishnudev explore Pitru paksha—the Vedic fortnight for honoring ancestors—and how ancestral karma shapes our emotions, choices, and healing. Through personal stories—mermaids in the snow, family dynamics, and grief—the hosts reflect on choicelessness, heart-led decision-making, lineage, and the power of community, offering practical guidance on using sadhana and satsang to clear inherited burdens and open to deeper presence and freedom.
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#8
Sep 1, 2025 · 51 min
WTF is Shakti
In this episode of Wisdom, Tantra, Freedom, Nataraj and Vishnudev explore what Shakti really is — the ever-present life energy that rises in mantra, meditation, and everyday moments. They weave teachings from Baba Muktananda and tantric theory (Iccha, Kriya, and Jnana Shati) with personal stories of kundalini awakenings, grief, and the messy work of spiritual practice. Listeners will hear practical reflections on how to meet and wield Shakti in life and teaching, the tension between surrender and action, and why devotion, community, and ritual help transmit transformative grace.
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