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HungerFF Presents: Brolapse

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Step into Brolapse — the unfiltered podcast from HungerFF, Grabby Award-winning creator and trailblazing fisting icon redefining adult entertainment since 2007. Every Friday at 8 PM: raw takes on fisting technique, etiquette, and consent, plus no-limits talks with the boldest names in the industry. Catch free teasers (with ads) on every platform — or go all in for $2.99/month on Spotify: every episode uncut and ad-free, full video, and weekly chapters of Deeper, the audiobook read by HungerFF himself. Three bucks. Zero censorship. All in.

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  • May 9 · 42 min

    Episode 86: Jeff Carter (Dyn0 of StudFist) — From Cam Rooms to Culture Shift

    In Episode 86 of HungerFF Presents: Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with a true pioneer of modern fisting culture — Jeff Carter, also known as Dyn0, co-founder of StudFist.com. What starts as a long-overdue reunion quickly turns into something deeper: a candid conversation about growth, accountability, and the evolution of an entire subculture. Ryan opens with a heartfelt acknowledgment of their past, setting the tone for an episode rooted in honesty and mutual respect. Jeff takes listeners back to the early days of StudFist in San Francisco — from accidental cam room success to building one of the most influential platforms in the space. Together, they unpack how authenticity, “fly-on-the-wall” realism, and a refusal to follow industry norms helped reshape what fisting content could be. The conversation expands into the broader evolution of the scene — normalization, technology, generational shifts, and the rise of creator-driven platforms like StudFist.fans. Jeff offers rare insight into sustaining a niche brand for nearly two decades while staying true to its original spirit. They close on something real: aging in the industry, relationships within it, and the importance of having a plan beyond it. It’s raw, reflective, and unexpectedly heartfelt — a full-circle moment between two creators who helped define the culture from different angles.

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  • May 2 · 37 min

    Episode 85: Chris Wydeman, Part 2 — Brotherhood, Boundaries, and the Evolution of the Scene

    art two picks up right where we left off with Chris Wydeman — and this time, we go deeper, looser, and way more unfiltered. Ryan and Chris dive into how the scene has evolved from underground and niche to something far more visible and accessible, especially among younger generations. They reflect on the shift in culture, the changing dynamics at events like FistFest and IML, and what it feels like to now be the “veterans” that others look up to. The conversation gets personal as they unpack the realities of sex work — the toll it can take, the blurred lines between performance and authenticity, and what it means to reclaim intimacy outside of the camera. Chris opens up about stepping away from the industry, while Ryan reflects on the challenge of separating HungerFF from his real identity. They also confront heavier topics: addiction, trust, and how substance use can distort connection, both emotionally and physically. There’s honesty here about mistakes, broken trust, and what it takes to rebuild meaningful relationships — including a heartfelt moment of reconciliation between the two. And because it’s Brolapse, it wouldn’t be complete without some absolute chaos: wild party stories, unexpected moments, and the kind of absurdity that only exists in this world. At its core, this episode is about connection — the kind that goes beyond the surface. Brotherhood, boundaries, forgiveness, and finding balance in a life that’s anything but ordinary. 🎧 New episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM.🎥 Full video available on HungerFF.com🔥 Early video access for Spotify subscribers

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  • April 25 · 29 min

    Episode 84: Chris Wydeman (Part 1) — From Self-Discovery to Spiritual Connection

    Episode 84 of HungerFF Presents: Brolapse is here—and this one goes all the way back to the beginning. In Part 1 of this two-part conversation, Ryan James sits down with longtime friend and collaborator Chris Wydeman (@wydemanxxx) to unpack the origin story behind one of the most respected names in the scene. What starts as a conversation about curiosity and self-exploration quickly evolves into something deeper—touching on connection, discipline, and the mindset that separates experience from intention. Chris opens up about discovering everything on his own at 18, long before he even had a name for it, and how that journey led him into community, mentorship, and a more methodical, almost spiritual approach. Together, Ryan and Chris reflect on their early experiences, the evolution of the culture, and what’s been lost—and gained—as things have shifted toward a more content-driven world. They also get into: • The difference between exploration and performance • Why slowing down can take you further • The importance of intuition, trust, and safety • How practice, patience, and awareness shape real growth • The balance between physical and psychological connection This is a conversation built on years of shared history, mutual respect, and lived experience—and it sets the stage for an even deeper dive in Part 2. 🎧 Listen & Subscribe: Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273 🎥 Want more? Spotify subscribers get early video access + exclusive weekly drops of Deeper: The Audiobook Series every Wednesday. 📖 DEEPER: Anti Memoir Grab your copy: https://www.hungerff.com/deeper Signed & numbered editions: https://www.hungerff.com/shop/deeper-hardcover-editions 👕 Merch – FFamous & Rich Tee: https://hungerff.threadless.com/designs/ffamous-and-rich/ 🎶 HungerFF Sound Initiative (New music every Friday): https://www.hungerff.com/spotify This is just Part 1… and we’re only getting started. 👉 Like, follow, subscribe, and if you’ve been enjoying the show, leave a review—it goes a long way.

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  • April 18 · 44 min

    Episode 83: FFalconPunch — Origins, Identity, and Finding Your Place (Part 1)

    This week on Brolapse, I sit down with one of my longest-time friends, FFalconPunch, for a conversation that goes way beyond where it all started. We get into his origin story — from a spontaneous first experience that changed everything, to the unexpected moment he landed on the name “FFalconPunch” and how it stuck. What starts off funny and chaotic quickly turns into something deeper: a look at identity, growth, and how we find ourselves in spaces we never expected to belong to. We also talk about how the scene has evolved over time — moving away from ego and hierarchy toward something more inclusive, more connected, and more rooted in shared experience. It’s about community, learning from each other, and understanding that the people and moments you don’t expect can end up shaping you the most. This is Part 1 of a much bigger conversation — and trust me, we’re just getting started. 🎧 Listen now and follow Brolapse for Part 2.

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  • April 11 · 27 min

    Episode 82: Max Muscles — From First Time to Full Send: Muscle, Mindset & Going Deeper

    Max Muscles joins Brolapse for an honest, funny, and surprisingly thoughtful conversation about how curiosity turns into confidence—and how pushing limits isn’t always what you think it is. What starts as a simple story about a weekend hookup quickly becomes something more. Max walks through his first experience, how it shaped his perspective, and how that moment opened the door to a whole new side of himself. From there, we dive into his evolution—from shy and private to confidently creating and sharing content with a growing audience. We also explore the connection between bodybuilding and personal progression. The same mindset that drives growth in the gym shows up in other areas too—but as Max shares, it’s not always about going bigger or further. Sometimes the real lesson is learning to slow down, stay present, and actually enjoy the experience. Along the way, we get into everything from collaborations and creative setups to the realities behind preparation, discipline, and consistency. It’s a mix of humor, honesty, and real insight into what it takes to grow—not just physically, but mentally. If you’ve ever been curious about how people evolve, push boundaries, and find their lane while staying grounded, this episode delivers. 🎧 New episodes of Brolapse drop every Friday at 8 PM 🎥 Video episodes available on Spotify with early access for subscribers

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  • April 4 · 48 min

    Episode 81: Chi Chi LaRue: 40 Years in Porn, Back on Set & Still Defining the Industry

    This week on Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with a true icon — Chi Chi LaRue — for a conversation that spans four decades of gay porn history, creative evolution, and what it really means to stay relevant in an industry that never stops changing. After stepping away from directing, Chi Chi returns behind the camera for the first time in years — and opens up about why the set has always been her “happy place.” From her early days in the 1980s working under pioneers like William Higgins to becoming one of the most influential directors in adult film, she reflects on the eras she helped shape — and the ones she helped redefine. The episode dives deep into the evolution of performer safety, from the height of the AIDS crisis to today’s testing culture, as well as the dramatic shift from structured studio systems to creator-driven platforms. Chi Chi shares her perspective on how the rise of OnlyFans-style content has disrupted the industry — and what’s been lost along the way. Ryan and Chi Chi also get into the art of directing itself — especially when it comes to capturing acts and fetishes outside your personal experience. For Chi Chi, it’s never been about personal preference — it’s about the visual, the chemistry, and knowing when to step back and let performers create something real. Along the way, the conversation blends humor, chaos, and honesty — from wild on-set stories and unforgettable shoots to sobriety, survival, and the reality of building (and rebuilding) a life in this industry. This isn’t just a conversation — it’s a rare look at the past, present, and future of porn, through the eyes of someone who helped define it. 🎧 Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse 🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX 📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse ❤️ iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273 🎬 Spotify subscribers get early video access + weekly bonus episodes of Deeper: The Audiobook (new chapters every Wednesday) 📖 Deeper: Anti Memoir: https://www.hungerff.com/deeper 📚 Signed & Numbered Editions: https://www.hungerff.com/shop/deeper-hardcover-editions 🎶 New music every Friday — HungerFF Sound Initiative: https://www.hungerff.com/spotify 🎧 LISTEN NOW:

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  • March 28 · 28 min

    Episode 80:COVID to Confidence: PeteLDNFF on Growth, Grit & Letting Go

    This week on Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with UK creator PeteLDNFF for a conversation that goes way deeper than you’d expect. What starts as a story about discovering fisting turns into something much bigger—growth, resilience, and learning how to trust your body. Pete opens up about his early struggles, from painful setbacks and injuries to nearly giving up altogether, before finally finding his rhythm during lockdown. Like a lot of people, COVID became an unexpected turning point—but for him, it unlocked something real. The two dive into how access to better tools, patience, and consistency completely changed Pete’s experience, and why so many people get it wrong in the beginning. There’s a candid discussion about ego, pretending to be more experienced than you are, and why that mindset can backfire fast. They also get into the mental side of it all—body confidence, putting yourself out there, and how content creation became a way for Pete to take control of how he saw himself. Losing over 80 pounds wasn’t just physical—it was the start of a bigger transformation. Plus: chaotic toy sessions, the reality of editing burnout, wild event stories from Europe, and why chemistry and trust matter more than anything else. Whether you’re experienced or just curious, this episode is packed with real insight, humor, and a lot of “yeah… we’ve all been there” moments. New episodes of Brolapse drop every Friday at 8PM. Spotify subscribers get early video access.

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