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HungerFF Presents: Brolapse

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Step into Brolapse — the unfiltered podcast from HungerFF, Grabby Award-winning creator and trailblazing fisting icon redefining adult entertainment since 2007. Every Friday at 8 PM: raw takes on fisting technique, etiquette, and consent, plus no-limits talks with the boldest names in the industry. Catch free teasers (with ads) on every platform — or go all in for $2.99/month on Spotify: every episode uncut and ad-free, full video, and weekly chapters of Deeper, the audiobook read by HungerFF himself. Three bucks. Zero censorship. All in.

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  • October 24 · 18 min

    Episode 110 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Punch Panda — Keep It Wet

    Punch Panda and I met at a party in Austin, had dinner at Stretch FF's house, and then he fisted the life out of me for my birthday in a one-bedroom apartment in Chicago. He was overdue for the show. His origin story is one of the best I've heard. At 25, in a New York hotel room, his partner hired Cutler X for what was supposed to be a fuck. Then came the straps, a white powder nobody had a name for yet, and a first fist he describes as the most exquisite pleasure and pain at the same time. What his partner did right after is the reason he didn't try again for five years. We also get into the question every non-fister asks (what do you get out of it), why some of the best tops he's met are bottoms, the relaxed joy of a hole with room to work, and the moment he starts collecting data on you the second you walk into a party. Freddy Krueger is not on the menu. This is the free Radio Edit, available everywhere. The full raw and uncensored conversation runs almost an hour and is exclusively for Spotify subscribers and members of HungerFF.com and JustFor.Fans. Spotify subscribers ($2.99/mo) get the full uncut audio, full video, and weekly chapters of the Deeper audiobook every Wednesday. Find Punch Panda: Bluesky: @punchpanda X: @punchpanda3 Instagram: @punchpanda3 JustFor.Fans: https://justfor.fans/punchpanda3 Subscribe: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/profile/brolapse/subscribe Deeper: https://www.hungerff.com/deeper HungerFF Sound Initiative: https://www.hungerff.com/spotify Follow, rate, review, subscribe. It keeps the show going.

  • October 17 · 8 min

    Episode 109 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): HungerFF — Back in One Piece: My Colostomy Reversal Recovery

    This is the FREE Radio Edit of Episode 109, available everywhere. The full raw and uncensored episode lives exclusively on Spotify for subscribers and for official website and JustFor.Fans members. Two weeks after my colostomy reversal, I’m officially back in one piece. In this solo episode I walk through all of it: the accident that started it, the second-guessing the night before, gas pain bad enough to leave a sweat imprint on the hospital bed, feeling my colon come back online like a power grid, and the first trip to the bathroom in two years. I also cover what my surgeon found inside, what I can’t do yet, and why Ryan finally overruled HungerFF on this one. Big thanks to Dr. Elie Schochet at South Florida Colorectal Institute, who’s accepting new patients: [SFCI LINK] Spotify subscribers get ($2.99/mo): Full uncensored audio Full video episodes Weekly Deeper audiobook chapters every Wednesday Subscribe: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/profile/brolapse/subscribe Follow, rate, review, and subscribe. It helps the show more than you think.

  • October 10 · 8 min

    Episode 108 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Teagan / Dynostic Rex — 686 Days Sober and Still Growing

    Teagan (Dynostic Rex) is 686 days sober and still putting out some of the most extreme content in the space. We talk about his first time on camera post-breakup, the Chute 100 moment that hit 10K followers, his prolapse journey, getting fisted for the first time in Vancouver, collabs with RomeoDavisXL and Canadian Lifter, and what it looks like to build extreme content while staying grounded. Free abbreviated version — full uncensored audio and video exclusively for Spotify Subscribers ($2.99/month) and HungerFF.com members. Follow Teagan: X / Bluesky @dynostic93. New episodes drop Fridays at 8 PM EST.

  • October 3 · 50 min

    Episode 107 (Raw & Uncensored): Dr. Elie Schochet — Fifth Time's a Charm, Pre-Op With My Colorectal Surgeon

    This one's too important for a paywall. The full raw and uncensored audio is free for everyone. The video episode is exclusive to Spotify subscribers and HungerFF.com and JustFor.Fans members. Four days before my colostomy reversal, my colorectal surgeon Dr. Elie Schochet comes over for his second time on Brolapse. After four delays, this is attempt number five, and I asked him everything. We get into: - How one day in pediatrics sent him to surgery, and why his practice is about 80% LGBT - Why lying to your doctor about what you do in bed can get you a surgery that ends your ability to bottom - How to find a doctor who won't flinch, from word of mouth to the GLMA directory - The South Florida ostomy peer network, and playing with a bag - What a reversal actually is, and why the stars have to line up before he'll operate - Blood clots, compression sleeves, and why I'll be frog-legged in stirrups for hours - Staples vs. hand sewn, and why we chose staples for me - The "double barrel" connection, and why going in blind means you won't feel the wrong fork until you're through it - How my prolapse is the same size and structure it was before the accident - Why some people keep the bag for good, and why I'm not - Leak rates, and why day four or five matters most - The six week minimum before any play, and how to start back - Why most perforations he sees come from firm toys, not fists - Losing Wrex Wylde, and finding support when recovery gets hard Find Dr. Elie Schochet at South Florida Colorectal Institute in Fort Lauderdale: sflcolorectal.com | IG: @sflcolorectal | FB: @SFLCRI Spotify subscribers ($2.99/mo) get full video episodes, full uncensored audio, and a new Deeper audiobook chapter every Wednesday. Subscribe: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/profile/brolapse/subscribe Follow, rate, review, and send this to anyone who plays deep. If you or someone you know is struggling, call or text 988.

  • September 26 · 11 min

    Episode 106 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Logan Bell — The Meat Tenderizer Behind Chicago's Hand Ball

    This is the free Radio Edit of Brolapse, available everywhere you listen. The full raw and uncensored episode lives on Spotify for subscribers and for members at the official website and JustFor.Fans. Chicago's Logan Bell went from a bored kid in small-town Michigan with a dial-up connection to the guy Oxballs publicly crowned a "meat tenderizer." He and Ryan compare notes on growing up in the same corner of Michigan, figure out they ran in the same circles years before they ever met, and get into how Logan built Hand Ball: 19 parties in 20 months, never a financial loss, and a door that stayed open to everyone. Plus his rules for sober play, his case against punching a zombie, and the darkroom photography he picked back up when an injury took him out of play for two years. Spotify subscribers get the full uncensored audio, full video episodes, and a new chapter of Deeper every Wednesday. Find Logan: Instagram @loganbellchi | X @Logan_BellXXX | Bluesky @loganbell.bsky.social | Photography at logansdarkroom.com Follow, rate, and review Brolapse wherever you're listening. Subscribe on Spotify for the whole thing: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/profile/brolapse/subscribe

  • September 19 · 12 min

    Episode 105 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Girth Academy — Machine Play, Real Collabs, and Five Years of Progression

    Girth Academy is five years into cam work on Chatterbait, building a massive following with one guy, one machine, and extreme content that actually puts the work in. He talks about how it started when his wife bought camera gear, the machine walk-away story that ended with a kettlebell solution, why he's never actually bottomed for a person (yet), and the collab that's actually happening now. Full uncensored audio and video available exclusively to Spotify Premium subscribers ($2.99/month) and on the official website. Spotify Premium subscribers get: Full uncensored episodes every Friday Weekly Deeper audiobook chapters (Wednesdays) Full video archive Follow Girth Academy: Chatterbait: chatterbait dot com/thickjer OnlyFans: onlyfans dot com/thickjer Just For Fans: justforfans dot com/thickjer X (formerly Twitter): @girthacademy New HungerFF Sound Initiative music drops Friday. Subscribe to Brolapse on Spotify.

  • September 12 · 8 min

    Episode 104 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Alexxx Hart — Girl Next Door, Complete Freak

    This is the free abbreviated version. Full uncensored audio available exclusively to Spotify Subscribers and HungerFF members. Alexxx Hart locked her first cage when her trans partner was still presenting as a man. Now she's breaking toys and winning awards three years later with zero studio backing. She talks chastity, her wife's transition, the XBIZ Expo, and why the girl-next-door persona actually works. Spotify subscribers get: Full video, uncut audio, weekly Deeper audiobook chapters (Wednesdays). New HungerFF Sound Initiative music every Friday. Follow, rate, review, subscribe. Find Alexxx: @AlexxxHart | onlyfans dot com/alexxxhart | alexheart dot com

  • September 4 · 8 min

    Episode 103 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Yoga Pirate — Tantra, Fisting & Body Transformation

    Yoga Pirate (Larry) on the night a monastery in France changed everything. Sixty-one years old, walking with a cane, barely functional—until one moment at the top of 360 steps. What happened next: hot yoga, a complete body rebuild, and the beginning of a decade-long journey that would lead him from traditional practice into territory most yoga teachers never touch.In this first half, Larry walks through the 2018 stack (diabetes, chronic pain, falls) and how a physical therapist suggested something radical. The first three classes nearly broke him. By January 2019, he was taking 35 classes a month.Then COVID hit. Studios closed. He took his practice home, stripped down, set up a camera—and discovered an audience waiting.Full uncensored episode exclusively on Spotify Premium. New Brolapse episodes drop Fridays 8 PM EST.

  • August 29 · 8 min

    Episode 102 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Buck Hunt — Prolapse Pride & Pig Prod Dreams

    Buck Hunt on vacuum pumps, his first fisting experience, and why the journey is more important than the destination. A taste of what's to come in the full episode—available exclusively on Spotify. (Note: We had some technical difficulties during this one, but I cleaned up the audio as best I could. Ignore the occasional delay—the conversation is solid.) Follow Buck: @punkdogxx (Twitter/JustForFans) | @punkdogx.bsky.social (Bluesky) | @lupus.insanus (Instagram) Subscribe to the full episode: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/profile/brolapse/subscribe New Brolapse episodes drop every Friday at 8 p.m.

  • August 22 · 6 min

    Episode 101 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Rob Montana — The Angry Inch, Fisting, and Finding the Performer He Actually Is

    This is the FREE Radio Edit of my conversation with Rob Montana, available everywhere podcasts are found. It's an abbreviated version featuring the first stretch of our talk. The complete, uncensored interview is available exclusively to Spotify subscribers and to members of my official website (HungerFF.com) and my JustFor.Fans page. In this edit, Rob takes us back to the beginning: a worn-out VHS tape from an arcade booth in his early twenties, the FFA fisting houses of DC that first opened this world up to him, and the "expert" who told him he didn't have the anatomy to ever bottom for a fist. We get into the duality that hooked him, the masculinity of surrender, how the kink scene has changed from Tom of Finland leather to everything under the sun, and how a Montana kid ended up here at all. And that's just where it starts. The full conversation goes somewhere much deeper: the cosmetic surgery that nearly cost him everything, a relapse and recovery, and the hard-won line he lands on at the end. You'll have to subscribe to hear it. Spotify subscribers unlock the complete Brolapse experience for $2.99/month: - Full uncensored audio of every episode - Full-length video episodes - Weekly chapters of Deeper: The Audiobook, read by me, every Wednesday at 8PM Follow Rob everywhere at @RobMontanaXX (two X's). New episodes drop every Friday at 8PM. If you're enjoying the show, please follow, rate, review, and subscribe. It genuinely helps more than you know. 🌹🐷👊🏻

  • August 21 · 1 hr 8 min

    Episode 101 (Raw & Uncensored): Rob Montana — The Angry Inch, Fisting, and Finding the Performer He Actually Is

    This is the complete, Raw & Uncensored conversation with Rob Montana, available exclusively to Spotify subscribers and to members of my official website (HungerFF.com) and my JustFor.Fans page. While a shortened Radio Edit is available everywhere podcasts are found, this is the full uncut interview, start to finish. Rob tells the whole story this time. We open where it began for him: the arcade-booth VHS tape, the FFA fisting houses of DC, and the guy who swore he'd never have the anatomy to take a fist. Then Rob walks through the Penuma implant he got to compete as a top in porn, the five good months, and the slow-motion disaster that followed. Seromas, an erosion, a hole in his penis, surgical material left inside, eight surgeries, Xiaflex injections, and a device that was never built for how he uses his body. He's candid about the cost: a relapse in Barcelona after four years sober, a lost year, rehab, and the shame that nearly did more damage than the surgery. This one hit close to home for me, and we get into it. Two people whose whole careers run through one body part, both of us nearly losing it, comparing notes from opposite ends. We also cover OnlyFans deplatforming, the pressure gay men put on each other to be bigger, why sex work is part of his recovery instead of a threat to it, and how he came full circle back to fisting as a bottom. It ends on the line he earned the hard way: "I lost the dick I thought I needed and found the performer I actually am." Your $2.99/month Spotify subscription includes: - Full uncensored audio of every Brolapse episode - Full-length video episodes - Weekly chapters of Deeper: The Audiobook, read by me, every Wednesday at 8PM - The complete subscriber archive Follow Rob everywhere at @RobMontanaXX (two X's). Subscribe now to unlock the complete interview and the entire premium archive. New episodes every Friday at 8PM. Follow, rate, review, and subscribe. 🌹🐷👊🏻

  • August 15 · 49 min

    BROLAPSE LIVE! | Episode 100 with Ricky Cage & Fit Naughty Couple

    For the first time in 100 episodes, Brolapse leaves the studio and goes LIVE. 🎙️🔥 Ryan James (HungerFF) and Alotta McGriddles take the stage at the JustForFans Conference in Palm Springs to celebrate Episode 100 in front of a live audience—with special guests Ricky Cage and Tina & Brandon of Fit Naughty Couple. Ricky kicks things off with a hilarious and surprisingly thoughtful conversation about building a career around niche fetish content, chastity, fantasy, content censorship, running a one-man production operation, and the wonderfully weird creativity behind his work. Then we put him through the inaugural Brolapse: Myth or Fact, testing what he actually knows about the culture he's made a career exploring. Then Tina and Brandon take the stage for a conversation that becomes about much more than sex. The married duo talks candidly about discovering kink together, overcoming jealousy and insecurity, building trust, communicating fantasies that couples are often afraid to say out loud, and how embracing each other's sexuality ultimately brought them closer together. They also discuss sexual-health conversations, testing, stigma, and why they believe curiosity shouldn't automatically come with a label. And because this is Brolapse, we finish by throwing Tina and Brandon into Hot Takes, where the audience gets involved and pretty much all remaining structure disappears. 😂 Beneath the jokes and chaos, Episode 100 gets back to the reason Brolapse exists in the first place: to document this community, celebrate the people in it, talk openly about the things we're usually told not to talk about, and make sure these stories don't disappear. Thank you to JustForFans for giving us a stage, to Ricky Cage and Fit Naughty Couple for jumping into the madness, to Alotta McGriddles for helping me bring Brolapse LIVE to life—and especially to everyone who has listened, watched, shared, subscribed, or appeared on this show during its first 100 episodes. This special Episode 100 release is FREE for everyone in both AUDIO and VIDEO. 100 episodes down. We're just getting started. 💗 🎙️ BROLAPSE LIVE — EPISODE 100 Featuring Ricky Cage + Fit Naughty Couple Hosted by Ryan James / HungerFF Co-hosted by Alotta McGriddles Recorded LIVE at the JustForFans Conference — Palm Springs, California

  • August 15 · 49 min

    BROLAPSE LIVE! | Episode 100 with Ricky Cage & Fit Naughty Couple

    For the first time in 100 episodes, Brolapse leaves the studio and goes LIVE. 🎙️🔥 Ryan James (HungerFF) and Alotta McGriddles take the stage at the JustForFans Conference in Palm Springs to celebrate Episode 100 in front of a live audience—with special guests Ricky Cage and Tina & Brandon of Fit Naughty Couple. Ricky kicks things off with a hilarious and surprisingly thoughtful conversation about building a career around niche fetish content, chastity, fantasy, content censorship, running a one-man production operation, and the wonderfully weird creativity behind his work. Then we put him through the inaugural Brolapse: Myth or Fact, testing what he actually knows about the culture he's made a career exploring. Then Tina and Brandon take the stage for a conversation that becomes about much more than sex. The married duo talks candidly about discovering kink together, overcoming jealousy and insecurity, building trust, communicating fantasies that couples are often afraid to say out loud, and how embracing each other's sexuality ultimately brought them closer together. They also discuss sexual-health conversations, testing, stigma, and why they believe curiosity shouldn't automatically come with a label. And because this is Brolapse, we finish by throwing Tina and Brandon into Hot Takes, where the audience gets involved and pretty much all remaining structure disappears. 😂 Beneath the jokes and chaos, Episode 100 gets back to the reason Brolapse exists in the first place: to document this community, celebrate the people in it, talk openly about the things we're usually told not to talk about, and make sure these stories don't disappear. Thank you to JustForFans for giving us a stage, to Ricky Cage and Fit Naughty Couple for jumping into the madness, to Alotta McGriddles for helping me bring Brolapse LIVE to life—and especially to everyone who has listened, watched, shared, subscribed, or appeared on this show during its first 100 episodes. This special Episode 100 release is FREE for everyone in both AUDIO and VIDEO. 100 episodes down. We're just getting started. 💗 🎙️ BROLAPSE LIVE — EPISODE 100 Featuring Ricky Cage + Fit Naughty Couple Hosted by Ryan James / HungerFF Co-hosted by Alotta McGriddles Recorded LIVE at the JustForFans Conference — Palm Springs, California

  • August 8 · 5 min

    Episode 99 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Edge — Thirty Years in Leather, from a New Orleans Bar to Wilton Manors

    This is the free Radio Edit, the abbreviated version of the episode available on every podcast platform. Edge, the voice behind The Full Cow podcast, has spent three decades in the leather community, and this one starts exactly where a good leather story should: a terrible date in the French Quarter, getting deliberately left behind at the bar, and getting adopted on the spot by a leather couple who changed his life. We get into the gear obsession (a whole cabinet just for boots), the one pair he'd never sell, the slow road from boy to Sir, and why he thinks extreme content has quietly become one of the only real entry points left into leather culture. Plus the origin of that famous ASMR podcast voice. The full, uncut, uncensored conversation is available only to: Spotify Subscribers Members of my official website My JustFor.Fans page Spotify Subscribers also get, every week: Deeper: The Audiobook, a new chapter every Wednesday at 8 PM Full video episodes Complete uncensored audio, no ads Subscribe for $2.99/mo: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/profile/brolapse/subscribe Follow, rate, review, and subscribe. It genuinely moves the needle, and it's free. Listen everywhere: Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX Amazon Music & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273 Go find Edge: The Full Cow Podcast, IG @LTHREDGE, and his new Substack for the longer, more philosophical stuff. SUfboEmV3YhHecQ2i5Q2

  • August 1 · 7 min

    Episode 98 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): James OTownKinkster — Rubber, Bondage, and Beating HungerFF for a Title

    This is the free Radio Edit, the trimmed version you can grab on every platform. It's the first slice of the conversation. The full uncut episode lives behind the Spotify subscription, on HungerFF.com, and on JustFor.Fans. Episode 98 brings on James OTownKinkster, the man who beat me for Mr. Florida Rubber back in 2019 and has been living rent free in my bitterness ever since. James is a rubberman, a contest producer, a former club president, and a proud non-practitioner of the thing I'm best known for, which makes him the perfect person to talk to. We get into how he found the scene through bondage at eighteen, the day he pulled his first rubber tank top on over dry body hair with no lube (rookie mistake, iconic outcome), and how a fabric that terrified him turned into the reason he finally felt good in his own body. Spotify subscribers get, for $2.99 a month: Full uncensored audio Full video episodes A new chapter of Deeper: The Audiobook every Wednesday at 8 PM Listen and subscribe: Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse Subscribe ($2.99/mo): https://creators.spotify.com/pod/profile/brolapse/subscribe Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX Amazon Music & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273 Deeper: https://www.hungerff.com/deeper If you like what you hear, follow the show, drop a rating, leave a review, and subscribe. It genuinely moves the needle for an independent operation like this one.

  • July 25 · 5 min

    Episode 97 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Axel Abysse — Ten Years of Beautifully Bizarre Porn

    This is the free Radio Edit of Episode 97, featuring the opening portion of HungerFF’s conversation with independent performer, director and producer Axel Abysse. Axel recently crossed the ten-year mark with his own platform—but the milestone arrived more quietly than he expected. He reflects on how quickly the decade passed, how the pandemic distorted his sense of time and why he never imagined porn would become his career. What began with a few videos and an unexpected opportunity to launch a website became ten years of making exactly the work Axel wanted to see. Rather than imitating traditional studios, he built his identity around a polished but deliberately bizarre aesthetic: beautiful, freaky and unmistakably his own. This abbreviated edition contains the opening question from the interview. To watch or listen to the complete Raw & Uncensored conversation, subscribe on Spotify for only $2.99 per month. Spotify subscribers receive: • The complete, uncensored Axel Abysse interview • Full video episodes of Brolapse • Every extended, uncensored interview • Weekly chapters of Deeper: The Audiobook every Wednesday • The complete subscriber archive • Exclusive and early-access releases 🔥 SUBSCRIBE ON SPOTIFY https://creators.spotify.com/pod/profile/brolapse/subscribe 🎧 LISTEN TO BROLAPSE Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/4yK7qehRRvkGXKxOp0meYs Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX Amazon Music & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273 📖 DEEPER https://www.hungerff.com/deeper 📚 SIGNED HARDCOVER EDITIONS https://www.hungerff.com/shop/deeper-hardcover-editions 🎵 HUNGERFF SOUND INITIATIVE https://www.hungerff.com/spotify

  • July 18 · 7 min

    Episode 96 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Cubby Peach — How a Curiosity Became a Passion

    This week's Brolapse Radio Edit features the opening chapter of my conversation with Cubby Peach. In this abbreviated episode, Cubby shares how a lifelong curiosity evolved into a passion, the experiences that shaped his journey, and the moment he realized he wanted to dive deeper into the world of fisting. It's an honest, funny introduction to one of my favorite conversations we've had on the podcast. Want the full interview? The complete Raw & Uncensored version is available exclusively to Spotify Subscribers, where Cubby and I continue the conversation with over an hour of additional stories and topics, including: • Living with IBS and filming content • Anxiety, confidence, and performance on camera • Relationships and sexual compatibility • The JustFor.Fans Conference and filming together • Finding community within kink • Behind-the-scenes creator stories, aftercare, and much more Spotify Subscribers also receive: • Every Raw & Uncensored episode of Brolapse • Full-length video episodes • Weekly chapters of the Deeper audiobook as they're released If you enjoy this preview, subscribe on Spotify to unlock the complete interview and the entire premium archive. 🎙️

  • July 11 · 21 min

    Episode 95 (Raw & Uncensored): HungerFF Sound Initiative Vol. 3 — Life Update, Surgery Setbacks & New Music

    Life has had other plans lately. In this special solo episode of Brolapse, Ryan James (HungerFF) opens up about the unexpected series of events that have delayed his long-awaited colostomy reversal surgery yet again. After fracturing his ankle during a rainy walk with Eightball, he thought the worst was behind him—until a slip at home resulted in a dislocated kneecap and another trip to the emergency room. With this week’s scheduled guest postponed, Ryan decided to turn the episode into a special edition of the HungerFF Sound Initiative, sharing an honest life update before giving listeners an exclusive preview of several upcoming tracks. Hear the stories behind: • Pass Around Party Bottom — the surprise breakout hit that has become the most-streamed HungerFF Sound Initiative song to date. • Take a Hit (unreleased) — an energetic club anthem inspired by the idea of a tongue-in-cheek “poppers training video.” • FFinal Boss (coming soon) — a video game-inspired track where, for once, the boss wins. • I’m Just a Hole, Sir (coming soon) — a playful anthem built around one of the community’s most recognizable phrases. Ryan also reflects on the incredible response to the HungerFF Sound Initiative after surpassing 100,000 streams worldwide, discusses creating music with AI as a creative tool, and previews what’s coming next for both the podcast and the music project. This episode is available exclusively as the complete Raw & Uncensored edition. Spotify subscribers receive: • Full uncensored Brolapse episodes • Complete video episodes • Weekly Deeper: The Audiobook chapters every Wednesday • Access to the growing archive of exclusive subscriber content Subscribe for just $2.99/month: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/profile/brolapse/subscribe Listen to the HungerFF Sound Initiative: https://www.hungerff.com/spotify Read Deeper: A Memoir: https://www.hungerff.com/deeper Order signed hardcover editions: https://www.hungerff.com/shop/deeper-hardcover-editions If you’re enjoying Brolapse, please follow the show, leave a rating and review, and subscribe. Your support helps independent queer creators continue telling authentic stories.

  • July 4 · 27 min

    Episode 94 (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify): Patrick Davis — Fearless Publishing, Memoirs & Telling the Truth

    This is the FREE Radio Edit of my conversation with Patrick Davis, Editor-in-Chief of Unbound Edition Press. Patrick returns for Part 2 to talk about the realities of independent publishing, editing deeply personal memoirs, censorship, queer literature, and why authenticity matters more now than ever. We also revisit the journey behind Deeper, what it takes to tell difficult stories honestly, and why some books stay with readers long after they've finished the last page. Want the entire conversation? The Raw & Uncensored version is available exclusively to Spotify Subscribers and members of my official website and JustFor.Fans page. For just $2.99/month, Spotify subscribers receive: • Every full uncensored Brolapse interview • Full video episodes • Weekly chapters of Deeper: The Audiobook every Wednesday • Complete subscriber archive Patrick also offers Brolapse listeners 20% OFF through Unbound Edition Press using code HUNGER20. If you enjoy the show, please follow the podcast, leave a rating and review, and share it with someone who loves great conversations. Every share helps more than you know.

  • June 27 · 21 min

    Episode 93: (Radio Edit — Full Ep on Spotify) Patrick Davis — Fearless Publishing, Finding Brotherhood & The Stories That Matter

    This is the FREE radio edit of this week's episode. You're listening to an abbreviated version featuring highlights from my conversation with Patrick Davis, Editor-in-Chief of Unbound Edition Press. The full-length, uncensored interview—including over an hour of additional discussion—is available exclusively to Spotify subscribers and on HungerFF.com. This week, Patrick and I dive into fearless publishing, queer storytelling, memoir writing, and the responsibility of preserving stories that challenge convention. We discuss discovering fisting culture, the importance of authenticity over marketability, and why the books that matter most are often the ones mainstream publishers are afraid to touch. Patrick also shares the philosophy behind Unbound Edition Press, how authors like Alexander Cheves and Stephan Ferris helped shape its identity, and why vulnerability is the foundation of great writing. Along the way, we explore the fine line between being fearless and being reckless—both on the page and in life. 🎉 Special offer for Brolapse listeners: Visit https://www.unboundedition.com and use promo code HUNGER20 to receive 20% OFF plus FREE SHIPPING on any Unbound Edition Press title. Enjoying the show? Follow Brolapse, leave a rating or review, and if you want the complete experience—including extended uncensored audio, full video episodes, and weekly chapters of the Deeper: Audiobook—subscribe on Spotify for just $2.99/month.

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