
Long Run Conversations #4: The Stories We Tell Ourselves | James Stewart
James Stewart joins Paul for another conversation, picking up a question that began with something they had both noticed: how easily we can construct convincing explanations for our own behaviour, and how difficult it can be to recognise when those explanations aren't telling the whole story. They begin with running, and the reasons we sometimes give ourselves for stopping in a race. An injury might be real, but is it always the whole reason we stopped? And when does an explanation that helps us feel better about a decision become something we genuinely believe? From there, the conversation moves into identity, self-deception and the relationship between motivation and behaviour. Why can we feel enormously motivated by a future goal while struggling to do the ordinary work required to reach it? And how much of what we do is driven by the person we are, rather than the person we'd like to be? James also reflects on his own journey through running, how his identity has changed, and the small behavioural changes that eventually led to performances he once couldn't have imagined. Along the way, Paul and James explore the role of coaching in understanding what's really going on beneath an athlete's stated problems, and whether we're always as good at understanding our own motivations as we'd like to think. It's an informal, wide-ranging conversation that leaves one question unanswered: Are we actually searching for the truth about ourselves, or simply an explanation we can live with? Find out more about Pyllon Ultra and our coaching at pyllonultra.com. Paul Giblin is an ultrarunner, endurance coach and founder of Pyllon Ultra. Keep up with Pyllon: Instagram: @pyllon / @pyllonultra Substack: Pyllon YouTube: Pyllon Coaching: Pyllon Ultra If you enjoy the Pyllon Ultra Pod, follow the show and share the episode with someone who might enjoy it too.




