MBT EN – Understanding Mentalization-Based Treatment

Jasper Manders

MBT – An Introduction to Mentalization-Based Treatment
Discover how understanding your own mind — and the minds of others — can transform relationships, emotions, and self-awareness. This podcast series guides you through the 11 sessions of Mentalization-Based Treatment for adults, offering insight, reflection, and practical ways to strengthen your ability to mentalize.

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July 18 · 32 min
#39: MBT Group Therapie > Between Making Space and Taking Space
🎙️ Group Session – “Between Making Space and Taking Space” Welcome to this episode of the MBT podcast. In this episode, we step inside an MBT group therapy session where we explore how difficult it can be to make space for yourself while continuing to care for the people around you. What begins as a series of personal reflections gradually develops into a deeper conversation about loss, responsibility, recognition, and the beliefs that quietly shape the way we live our lives. How do you know when it is okay to choose yourself? And how do you stop placing your own needs behind everyone else’s? Today, we listen to a group where curiosity, vulnerability, and different perspectives continually come together. And perhaps more importantly: What happens when you realize that the space you so willingly give to others is the very space you have never allowed yourself? ⸻ 🧠 What is central in this episode Making space for yourself A central theme throughout this session is making space. Space to grieve. Space to ask questions. Space to acknowledge your own needs. For many group members, that turns out to be far more difficult than it first appears. ⸻ When loss continues to travel with you Loss does not always fade with time. Sometimes it changes shape. Sometimes it quietly stays in the background for years. And sometimes it unexpectedly finds its way back into the present. The group explores how grief is deeply personal and unfolds differently for everyone. ⸻ Staying curious about yourself Throughout the session, one invitation keeps returning. Not only to stay curious about others. But also about yourself. Why do I feel this way? Where does this reaction come from? And what might it be trying to tell me? ⸻ Letting go of old beliefs Many of our beliefs once helped us survive. Don’t be a burden. Don’t take up too much space. Take care of everyone else first. But do those beliefs still serve us today? Or are they keeping us from living more freely? ⸻ Connection through different perspectives One of the strengths of this group session is the way members help one another without trying to solve each other’s problems. By asking questions. By remaining curious. And by allowing different perspectives to exist side by side. It is within that space that new understanding begins to emerge. ⸻ 🌟 The common thread The common thread in this episode is that personal growth often begins when you give yourself the same space that you so naturally give to others. Mentalizing is not only about understanding another person’s inner world. It is also about becoming curious about your own. And discovering that both deserve equal attention. ⸻ 💬 Closing This episode reminds us that change does not always begin with finding the right answers. Sometimes it begins by asking a different question. A question that is not only about someone else. But also about yourself. And perhaps meaningful change begins with one simple thought: “Can I give myself the same space that I so naturally give to others?”
July 7 · 41 min
#38: MBT 1 on 1 Therapy > Between Caring for Others and Caring for Yoursel
🎙️ Special Episode – “Between Caring for Others and Caring for Yourself” Welcome to this special episode of the MBT podcast. In this episode, we once again step inside a one-on-one therapy session — a place where old patterns quietly reappear, especially in the moments when someone you deeply care about is struggling. What unfolds in this session will feel familiar to many people. Someone you love is hurting. They feel disappointed. Angry. Overwhelmed. And without even realizing it, all of your attention shifts toward them. But what happens to you in that moment? Today, we listen to a conversation that reveals how easily we can lose ourselves in taking care of someone else, while our own emotions slowly fade into the background. And perhaps more importantly: How do you care for someone you love without losing yourself in the process? ⸻ 🧠 What is central in this episode When someone else’s emotions become your world Sometimes another person’s pain naturally takes center stage. You want to help. You want to understand. You want to make things better. But while all your attention is focused outward, something important is happening within you. And that can be much harder to notice. ⸻ When the younger part of you comes alive again A central theme in this episode is how old emotions can unexpectedly return. Not through major conflicts. But through quiet moments of feeling unseen, misunderstood, or emotionally disconnected. It is often in these moments that old protective patterns quietly begin to take over. ⸻ Caring as a survival strategy This session explores how caring for others once became a way of creating safety. Helping. Fixing. Adapting. Doing everything possible to make someone else feel better. But the question slowly emerges: Is this still the healthiest way to respond today? ⸻ What do I need? As the conversation unfolds, the focus gradually shifts. Not only: What does the other person need? But also: What is happening inside me? What do I need right now? And am I allowed to make space for that, even when someone else is struggling? ⸻ Making room for yourself Real change is not always found in dramatic moments. Sometimes it begins with something much smaller. A boundary. A choice. A moment of rest. Or simply recognizing that your own feelings deserve care as well. ⸻ 🌟 The common thread The common thread in this episode is finding the balance between caring for others and caring for yourself. How do you stay emotionally available for the people you love without losing yourself along the way? Mentalizing helps create that balance. By staying curious not only about the other person— but also about yourself. And by discovering that both can exist at the same time. ⸻ 💬 Closing This episode reminds us that caring for others is something deeply valuable. But it becomes truly healthy only when you do not lose yourself in the process. The more you learn to listen to what is happening inside you, the more genuinely present you can be for someone else. And sometimes change begins with one simple question: “Can I be there for you… without leaving myself behind?”
July 5 · 29 min
#37: MBT Group Therapy > Between Being Hurt and Truly Being Heard
🎙️ Group Session – “Between Being Hurt and Truly Being Heard” Welcome to this episode of the MBT podcast. In this episode, we step inside an MBT group therapy session where vulnerability and connection turn out to be much closer than they first appear. What begins as a conversation about absence, responsibility, and relationships within the group gradually develops into something much more personal. What happens when you finally put into words what something truly does to you? And what happens when the other person resists the urge to explain or defend themselves, and instead first tries to understand? Today, we listen to a group exploring how difficult it can be to make yourself vulnerable without immediately moving into defensiveness or emotional distance. And perhaps more importantly: What changes when people truly feel heard? ⸻ 🧠 What is central in this episode Having the courage to be vulnerable Sometimes it is easier to create distance than to express what is really happening inside. In this session, group members begin to give words to feelings they have carried in silence for a long time. Not as blame. But as a deeply personal experience. And that becomes the beginning of a very different conversation. ⸻ Defending or connecting? When we feel hurt, our first instinct is often to explain ourselves. To justify. To defend. But does explanation always help? Or is something else needed first? The group explores how defensiveness can unintentionally create more distance, while acknowledgment creates connection. ⸻ Feeling seen A central theme in this episode is recognition. Not who is right. Not who is wrong. But the need to feel understood in what something has stirred inside. Only when feelings are given space does genuine understanding begin to grow. ⸻ Old patterns in new relationships As the conversation unfolds, it becomes clear that experiences from the past continue to shape the present. Feeling rejected. Feeling unimportant. Defending yourself. Or creating distance before someone else can. Patterns that once protected us, but which now invite a different response. ⸻ The courage to respond differently This session shows how difficult change can be. Not because people are unwilling to change. But because old reactions are often faster than new insights. Yet throughout the conversation, group members help one another slow down, reflect, and discover new ways of responding. ⸻ 🌟 The common thread The common thread in this episode is that genuine connection does not begin by convincing one another. It begins by trying to understand. Mentalizing sometimes means setting your own story aside for a moment. Not because your feelings do not matter. But because curiosity creates space for both people. And it is in that space that change becomes possible. ⸻ 💬 Closing This episode reminds us that vulnerability is not a sign of weakness. When emotions are allowed to exist without immediately being defended, explained, or solved, something new begins to emerge. Not perfection. Not certainty. But greater understanding. Deeper connection. And more room for one another. And sometimes meaningful change begins with one simple question: “Can you first understand what I’m feeling… before explaining why?”
July 3 · 40 min
#36: MBT 1 on 1 Therapy > Between Knowing and Truly Choosing
🎙️ Special Episode – “Between Knowing and Truly Choosing” Welcome to this special episode of the MBT podcast. In this episode, we once again step inside a one-on-one therapy session — a place where old patterns become visible, but also where change proves to be more difficult than we often expect. Sometimes you know exactly what is good for you. You know you need rest. You know you want to set a boundary. You know you want to stay curious. And yet, making that choice is not always as easy as knowing it. Today, we listen to a conversation that reveals how tension is often created not by one major event, but by the accumulation of many small moments. Moments in which the client gradually realizes that he keeps putting himself second. And perhaps more importantly: Why is it sometimes so much easier to take care of everyone else than it is to take care of yourself? ⸻ 🧠 What is central in this episode When small moments begin to accumulate Sometimes there is no single major event. Instead, it is a series of small moments that slowly build emotional tension. A remark. An expectation. A misunderstanding. A promise. Individually, they seem insignificant. Together, they become overwhelming. ⸻ Taking yourself seriously A central theme in this episode is learning to take yourself seriously. Not only recognizing what you need. But also giving yourself permission to act on it. Why can that be so much harder than it seems? ⸻ The tension between speaking up and staying silent Throughout the session, the client repeatedly faces the same question: Do I say something? Or do I keep it to myself? When does silence protect you? And when does it quietly allow tension to grow? ⸻ When the bar keeps moving higher As tension increases, something else begins to happen. The expectations placed on yourself become greater. There is always one more task. One more problem to solve. One more thing to finish. Often at the very moment when rest is needed the most. ⸻ Finding rest in a restless mind The client begins to notice how difficult it can be to truly slow down. Even when the outside world becomes quiet, the mind keeps moving. Thoughts. Responsibilities. Things that still need to be done. As if every attempt to relax is interrupted by another obligation. ⸻ 🌟 The common thread The common thread in this episode is the tension between knowing and choosing. Knowing what is healthy. Knowing what you need. Yet discovering how easily old patterns can pull you in a different direction. Mentalizing helps create a different response. Not only by staying curious about other people. But also by becoming curious about yourself. And perhaps asking the most important question of all: “What do I truly need right now?” ⸻ 💬 Closing This episode reminds us that personal growth is not always found in life-changing breakthroughs. Sometimes the greatest challenge lies in the smallest decisions. The decision to rest. The decision to take yourself seriously. Or the decision not to automatically put everyone else first. And perhaps real change begins the moment you offer yourself the same care and attention that you so naturally give to others.
June 28 · 38 min
#35: MBT Group Therapy > Between Frustration and Connection
🎙️ Group Session – “Between Frustration and Connection” Welcome to this episode of the MBT podcast. In this episode, we step inside an MBT group therapy session where what appears to be an ordinary everyday event unexpectedly develops into a deeper conversation about boundaries, recognition, and the ways old patterns continue to shape our reactions. Sometimes the situation itself is small. A remark. A rule. An encounter. Yet what happens inside us can be far greater than the event itself. Today, we listen to a group exploring how quickly old feelings of injustice, rejection, and not being taken seriously can be reawakened. And perhaps more importantly: What happens when you try to stay curious about yourself, while every instinct tells you to react? ⸻ 🧠 What is central in this episode When something small touches something much bigger Sometimes the event itself is not the real issue. Instead, it touches something much older. A feeling of not being seen. Not being heard. Or the experience that someone else has the power to decide what is right for you. In this session, the group explores why seemingly small situations can create such powerful emotional reactions. ⸻ Boundaries and responsibility A central theme in this episode is responsibility. Whose problem is it? What belongs to me? And what belongs to someone else? The group explores how difficult it can be to find a healthy balance between caring for yourself and carrying responsibility that was never yours. ⸻ Reacting or first understanding? When emotions rise, the natural impulse is often to react immediately. But what happens when you first become curious about what is happening inside yourself? And what changes when you become curious about the other person without losing yourself in the process? It is in that pause that something new begins to emerge. ⸻ Patterns that keep repeating As the conversation unfolds, several group members begin to recognize old protective strategies that still shape their relationships today. Withdrawing. Attacking. Keeping distance before someone else can. Patterns that once helped them survive, but now sometimes stand in the way of genuine connection. ⸻ Therapy that challenges growth Alongside the personal themes, the group also reflects openly on the therapy itself. What do you actually need in order to grow? When does guidance feel supportive? And when should therapy challenge, confront, and encourage you to move beyond your comfort zone? The discussion shows that these questions are also an important part of the therapeutic process. ⸻ 🌟 The common thread The common thread in this episode is that the greatest emotional reactions are often not caused by the event itself, but by the meaning our past gives to it. Mentalizing helps us recognize that difference. Not by pushing feelings away. But by becoming curious about what has truly been touched. And it is there that new ways of responding begin to emerge. ⸻ 💬 Closing This episode shows that personal growth is not created only through difficult conversations. It also begins with the willingness to pause and explore what lies beneath them. Sometimes change starts not with an answer… but with one honest question: “What is really being touched inside me… and why?”
June 25 · 19 min
#34: MBT 1 on 1 Therapy > Between Loyalty and Safety
🎙️ Special Episode – “Between Loyalty and Safety” Welcome to this special episode of the MBT podcast. In this episode, we once again step inside a one-on-one therapy session — a place where memories, emotions, and patterns come together in ways that often only become visible when we are willing to truly pause and look. What unfolds in this session will feel familiar to many people. Sometimes something happens in the present that unexpectedly opens a door to the past. A feeling. A reaction. A tension that seems much bigger than the moment itself. And suddenly, something old is touched. Today, we listen to a conversation in which it becomes clear how experiences from childhood can continue to influence relationships, safety, and the way we connect with other people. And perhaps more importantly: What happens when, for the first time, you return to that moment — not as the child who had to endure it, but as the adult who can now stand beside that child? ⸻ 🧠 What is central in this episode When the past finds its way back Sometimes we believe something is behind us. Until a situation in the present suddenly brings back the same emotions. In this session, a connection emerges between an experience in the therapy group and a childhood memory. A memory filled with tension, powerlessness, and a deep sense of unsafety. ⸻ Loyalty as a survival strategy A central theme in this episode is loyalty. The loyalty of a child toward parents. The loyalty toward brothers and sisters. But also the kind of loyalty that causes you to put yourself aside in order to preserve connection with others. When does loyalty become something beautiful? And when does it begin to cost more than it gives? ⸻ The need for safety Beneath many behaviors lies a deep need for safety. Safety to be yourself. Safety to feel what you feel. Safety to stop being constantly alert to what might happen next. This session explores how important that safety once was — and how strongly its absence can continue to shape a person’s life. ⸻ The child and the adult What happens when, as an adult, you look back at a moment when you had no control? When you meet the younger version of yourself at a time when fear, helplessness, and loneliness were overwhelming? This session explores what it is like not only to revisit that memory, but also to bring something new into it. ⸻ Allowing emotions to exist As the conversation unfolds, more space begins to emerge for emotions that have been kept at a distance for a very long time. Not by pushing them away. Not by analyzing them. But by simply allowing them to be there. And that turns out to be more difficult — and more meaningful — than it first appears. ⸻ What did I actually need? Perhaps the most important question in this session is: What did I need back then? Not what happened. Not who was right or wrong. But what was missing. What a child needed in order to feel safe, seen, and protected. ⸻ 🌟 The common thread The common thread in this episode is the search for safety. Not only safety in the outside world. But safety within yourself. The safety to feel. The safety to be vulnerable. And the safety to acknowledge that some experiences continue to shape who you are today. Mentalizing helps with that process. Not by moving away from difficult feelings. But by staying curious about where they come from. ⸻ 💬 Closing This episode shows that old memories do not disappear simply because time passes. Sometimes they remain present in places we do not expect. But when we can approach those memories with curiosity and compassion, something begins to shift. Not because the past changes. But because our relationship to it can change. And sometimes healing begins with one simple message: “You were alone back then… but you are not alone anymore.”
June 19 · 30 min
#33: MBT Group Therapy > When the Past Suddenly Feels Close Again
🎙️ Special Episode – “When the Past Suddenly Feels Close Again” Welcome to this special episode of the MBT podcast. In this episode, we once again step inside an MBT group therapy session — a place where personal stories intersect, where people affect one another in unexpected ways, and where experiences from the past can suddenly become very present. What unfolds in this session will be familiar to many people. A conversation. A disagreement. A reaction. A moment that seems ordinary on the surface. And yet, something much deeper is touched. Today, we listen to a group in which old feelings of insecurity, fear, vulnerability, and emotional survival begin to emerge in ways that surprise even the people experiencing them. And perhaps more importantly: What happens when those feelings are finally seen? ⸻ 🧠 What is central in this episode When old feelings are triggered again Sometimes a situation appears small from the outside. But inside, something much bigger happens. A feeling that belongs not only to the present moment, but also to the past. A reaction that seems stronger than the situation itself. In this session, group members explore how experiences from long ago can suddenly reappear through events happening today. ⸻ The experience of feeling unsafe A powerful theme throughout this episode is emotional safety. What happens when tension rises between people? When conflict appears? When voices become stronger? Or when it feels as though a situation may spiral out of control? For some members of the group, these moments awaken feelings that reach far beyond the here and now. ⸻ The importance of being seen Another central theme is recognition. Not fixing. Not solving. Not changing the past. But simply being seen. Sometimes a single moment of understanding from another person can have more impact than any advice. Because it confirms something deeply important: What you felt was real. ⸻ Old survival strategies The group also reflects on the ways people learned to survive difficult situations earlier in life. Becoming invisible. Staying quiet. Keeping the peace. Walking away. Pretending everything is fine. Strategies that once helped people cope, but which may still automatically appear when emotions become intense. ⸻ The power of recognition One of the most moving aspects of this session is the way group members begin to recognize parts of themselves in one another. Not because their stories are identical. But because the emotions underneath those stories feel surprisingly familiar. And through that recognition comes something many people have been missing for a long time: The feeling of not being alone. ⸻ Staying curious about what is happening Rather than rushing to conclusions or solutions, the group creates space for something else. Curiosity. What is happening inside me? Why does this affect me so strongly? And what might this tell me about my past and my present? ⸻ 🌟 The common thread The common thread in this episode is that the past is not always gone. Sometimes it continues to live on through emotions, reactions, and patterns that become activated when something familiar is touched. Mentalizing helps us slow down when that happens. To pause. To stay curious. And to explore what is really happening — within ourselves and between people. ⸻ 💬 Closing This episode shows that old pain is not always visible. Sometimes it hides behind silence. Behind anger. Behind withdrawal. Or behind the need to keep going as if nothing happened. But when those experiences are shared and recognized by others, something begins to change. Not because the past disappears. But because you no longer have to carry it alone. And sometimes healing begins with one simple experience: “What I felt was real… and someone else could see it too.”
June 17 · 45 min
#32: MBT 1 on 1 Therapy > Not Everything Has to Be Mine to Carry
🎙️ Special Episode – “Not Everything Has to Be Mine to Carry” Welcome to this special episode of the MBT podcast. In this episode, we once again step inside a one-on-one therapy session — a place where change often begins long before it becomes visible on the outside. What unfolds in this session will feel familiar to many people: spending years carrying responsibilities that may never have been yours to carry in the first place. Not only your own worries. But also the worries of others. The emotions of others. The problems of others. And then, slowly, discovering that not everything belongs on your shoulders. Today, we listen to a conversation in which old patterns of control, responsibility, and adaptation begin to give way to something new. Not because life suddenly becomes easier. But because the client is beginning to recognize what belongs to him — and what does not. ⸻ 🧠 What is central in this episode Letting go of responsibility Some people spend years carrying more than they were ever meant to carry. Trying to solve. Trying to protect. Trying to make things better. In this session, a new realization begins to emerge: being involved is not the same as being responsible. And letting go is not the same as not caring. ⸻ Taking up space without guilt An important theme in this episode is learning to take up space. Not by becoming harder. Not by caring less. But by finally including yourself in the equation. What happens when your needs no longer automatically come last? ⸻ Allowing appreciation to come in Sometimes receiving a compliment is harder than receiving criticism. In this session, the client begins to notice something changing. Positive feedback is no longer immediately dismissed. Recognition is no longer pushed away. Instead, there is a growing willingness to let it in. And that turns out to be a bigger shift than it first appears. ⸻ When others have to adjust to your change Change rarely happens in isolation. People become familiar with who you have always been. And when you begin to change, they often need time to adjust as well. This can create confusion. Resistance. Misunderstanding. But sometimes it can also create entirely new conversations. ⸻ What belongs to me, and what belongs to someone else? One question runs throughout the entire session: Whose responsibility is this? Whose emotion is this? Whose problem is this? Again and again, the client finds himself exploring the difference between caring for someone and carrying someone. And those are not the same thing. ⸻ Doors that may still need to be opened Toward the end of the session, another theme quietly emerges. Not the changes happening today. But experiences from much earlier in life. There is a growing curiosity about whether some parts of the past may still be waiting behind closed doors. Not from fear. But from a desire to understand what may still need attention. ⸻ 🌟 The common thread The common thread in this episode is the difference between caring for others and carrying others. For a long time, those two things felt almost identical. Now, something new is beginning to emerge. The realization that you can remain connected to people without taking responsibility for everything they feel, think, or experience. Mentalizing plays an important role in that process. By slowing down. By staying curious. And by continually asking: What belongs to me? What belongs to the other person? And what is happening between us? ⸻ 💬 Closing This episode shows that growth is not always about doing more. Sometimes it is about carrying less. Less fixing. Less controlling. Less responsibility for things that were never truly yours. And sometimes change begins with one simple realization: “I can care deeply… without carrying everything.”
June 13 · 23 min
#31: MBT Three-Month Treatment Review > Six Months In: Looking Back, Growing, and Looking Ahead
🎙️ Special Episode – “Six Months In: Looking Back, Growing, and Looking Ahead” Welcome to this special episode of the MBT podcast. This episode is different from the previous ones. This is not a group session. This is not an individual therapy session. Today, we listen in on an official progress review of the MBT program, held halfway through the nine-month treatment journey. Together, therapist and client reflect on the past six months: What has changed? What is going better? Which patterns have become visible? And what challenges still lie ahead? It is a moment of reflection, honesty, and awareness. ⸻ 🧠 What this review focuses on Looking back on six months of MBT The client describes how tension no longer escalates as quickly as it once did. Where automatic reactions used to take over, there is now more space to pause, reflect, and consciously choose how to respond. What once required enormous effort is gradually becoming more natural. ⸻ From surviving to living consciously One of the key insights in this review is that many of the skills learned in therapy are no longer being applied only consciously. A new way of responding to emotions, conflict, and stress is slowly becoming part of everyday life. Not perfect. But clearly different from six months ago. ⸻ Learning that you matter A recurring theme throughout the review is self-worth. The client reflects on how unfamiliar it feels to truly see himself as important. Not only focusing on others. Not only taking care of everyone else. But making space for himself as well. This may be one of the most significant areas of growth. ⸻ Old patterns have not disappeared At the same time, this review highlights that old patterns can still be triggered. Certain situations continue to touch deeper layers of fear, insecurity, or pain. Especially experiences that resemble earlier life events can still provoke strong emotional reactions. The goal is no longer to prevent these reactions entirely, but to learn how to respond to them differently. ⸻ Looking ahead to the final three months This review is not only about looking back. It is also about exploring what still needs attention. Which skills can continue to develop? Where are the remaining challenges? And how can the client build even more trust in his ability to regulate himself when tension rises? ⸻ 🌟 The common thread The central theme of this review is trust. Trust in the process. Trust in change. Trust in yourself. Not because all difficulties have disappeared. But because there is growing confidence that difficult emotions, setbacks, and moments of tension no longer automatically lead to losing control. ⸻ 💬 Closing This review shows that personal growth is not about becoming perfect. It is about becoming more aware. More reflective. More compassionate toward yourself. And perhaps the most important realization after six months of MBT is this: “I am no longer the same person who started this journey.”
June 11 · 47 min
#30: MBT 1 on 1 Therapy > Between Valuing Yourself and the Fear of Losing Each Other
🎙️ Special Episode – “Between Valuing Yourself and the Fear of Losing Each Other” Welcome to this special episode of the MBT podcast. In this episode, you are once again given a unique insight into a one-on-one therapy session — a space where personal growth, relationships, and old patterns become visible as they unfold in everyday life. What makes this session powerful is how clearly it shows that personal growth can sometimes create tension within relationships. The more someone learns to understand and value themselves, the greater the challenge becomes to continue moving forward together. Today, we listen to a conversation about self-worth, boundaries, connection, and the question of how to stay true to yourself without losing the people you care about. ⸻ 🧠 What this episode explores Learning that you matter A central theme in this session is the realization that your own needs matter too. Not only the needs of others. Not only the expectations of those around you. But also your peace. Your boundaries. Your feelings. For someone who has spent years focusing primarily on others, this represents a profound shift. ⸻ Relationships in transition When one person grows, relationships often change as well. What once felt natural and familiar suddenly no longer works in the same way. Old expectations collide with new boundaries. And both people are left trying to find their footing. This can create confusion, sadness, and misunderstanding. ⸻ Being seen versus being understood A recurring theme throughout this session is the desire to be truly seen. Not only heard. Not only understood. But genuinely seen for what you feel, what you need, and what you are trying to express. The session highlights how difficult this can be when two people experience the same situation through very different perspectives. ⸻ Peace as a compass One thing that stands out in this session is how important peace and calm have become. No longer living from tension, adaptation, or constantly anticipating the needs of others. Instead asking: Where do I feel calm? What gives me energy? What helps me stay connected to myself? ⸻ Caring for a parent The themes of loss and caregiving also play an important role in this conversation. The pain of watching a parent slowly change. The realization that independence is fading. And the difficult balance between helping, protecting, and letting go. These moments touch on love, grief, responsibility, and acceptance. ⸻ New pride and self-confidence One of the most meaningful moments in this session is the realization that pride no longer has to come from external validation. Pride in choices. Pride in growth. Pride in no longer losing yourself in old patterns. Slowly, confidence begins to emerge — not in what you do, but in who you are. ⸻ 🌟 The common thread The central theme of this episode is discovering self-worth. Not through working harder. Not through proving yourself. But through feeling that your needs, feelings, and boundaries deserve space too. Mentalizing helps create that space by allowing you to pause and reflect, rather than automatically falling back into old patterns. It invites you to become curious about what is happening within yourself — and within your relationships with others. ⸻ 💬 Closing This episode shows that personal growth is not always comfortable. Not because something is going wrong, but because old ways of relating to yourself and others are beginning to change. And within that change, something new can emerge. Sometimes healing does not begin with a dramatic breakthrough, but with a simple realization: “I matter… and that is allowed to be true.”
June 6 · 29 min
#29: MBT Group Therapy > Between Seeking Connection and Protecting Yourself
🎙️ Special Episode – “Between Seeking Connection and Protecting Yourself” Welcome to this special episode of the MBT podcast. In this group session, an intense conversation unfolds about vulnerability, self-protection, and the tension that can arise when people genuinely try to understand one another but still end up missing each other. What makes this session powerful is how clearly it shows that behind conflict, frustration, and misunderstanding often lies the very same need: connection. Today, we listen to a group session where themes such as safety, rejection, loss, self-protection, and the longing to be seen take center stage. ⸻ 🧠 What this episode explores Daring to be vulnerable This session reveals how difficult it can be to share something deeply personal. Because the moment you allow yourself to be seen, you also risk feeling misunderstood. That makes vulnerability both powerful and frightening. ⸻ Good intentions that collide One of the most striking aspects of this session is how people can lose connection precisely while trying to do something good. One person tries to protect. Another tries to understand. Someone else tries to connect. And yet tension still emerges. Not because anyone wants to hurt the other, but because everyone is listening through the lens of their own experience. ⸻ Protecting yourself from pain Several group members show how old protective strategies become activated when emotions intensify. Creating distance. Building walls. Withdrawing. Or trying even harder to explain yourself. Beneath these reactions often lies the same fear: I don’t want to get hurt again. ⸻ The feeling of not being understood An important theme in this session is the experience of having your intentions misunderstood. That can lead to frustration, sadness, and confusion. Because how do you explain what you meant, when the other person heard something completely different? ⸻ Loss and old wounds Beneath many of the reactions are experiences of loss, rejection, and emotional insecurity from the past. As tension rises within the group, those old feelings begin to surface. And sometimes it is not only the adult in the present who reacts, but also the younger part that once had to protect itself. ⸻ Mentalizing under pressure What makes this session particularly meaningful is how clearly it demonstrates how difficult mentalizing becomes when emotions run high. The challenge is no longer about being right. The challenge is staying curious. Curious about yourself. Curious about the other person. And curious about what is happening between people. ⸻ 🌟 The common thread The central theme of this episode is the tension between seeking connection and protecting yourself. The need to be seen exists alongside the fear of rejection. The desire for closeness exists alongside the urge to create distance when things become overwhelming. Mentalizing helps people pause before reacting from old protective patterns and explore what is truly being touched underneath the surface. ⸻ 💬 Closing This episode shows how complex human relationships can be — even when everyone involved has good intentions. Connection does not emerge because people think or feel the same way. It emerges because they remain curious about each other’s inner worlds. And sometimes growth does not begin by resolving the conflict, but by asking a simple question: “What is really happening inside you right now?”
June 4 · 45 min
#28: MBT 1 on 1 Therapy > Between Letting Go, Being Proud, and Choosing Yourself
🎙️ Special Episode – “Between Letting Go, Being Proud, and Choosing Yourself” Welcome to this special episode of the MBT podcast. In this episode, you are once again given a unique insight into a one-on-one therapy session — a space where personal growth, difficult choices, and old patterns become visible in everyday life. What makes this session powerful is how clearly it shows that change is not only about letting go, but also about discovering who you are when you finally begin to see yourself as important. Today, we listen to a conversation about self-worth, relationships, work, family, and the courage to make choices that are right for you — even when those choices are difficult or painful. ⸻ 🧠 What this episode explores Learning that you matter An important theme in this session is the realization that your own needs matter too. Not as something selfish. Not at the expense of others. But as something fundamental: I matter. For the first time, there is space to make decisions not only based on what others need, but also on what feels right for yourself. ⸻ Allowing yourself to feel proud What makes this session special is how pride slowly begins to find its place. Pride in the steps that have been taken. Pride in personal growth. Pride in handling difficult situations differently than before. Where self-criticism once dominated, self-appreciation is beginning to emerge. ⸻ Change within relationships A major topic in this episode is the changing dynamic within a long-term relationship. When two people develop different needs and different ways of coping, connection can become strained. The session explores how difficult it can be to love someone deeply while also recognizing that distance may bring peace and clarity. ⸻ Peace versus tension One thing that stands out in this session is how peace becomes an important measure. No longer living in constant tension. No longer walking on eggshells. But asking: Where do I genuinely feel calm and safe? And what does that tell me about the choices I need to make? ⸻ Watching a parent change An emotional part of this session focuses on aging and loss. Not the loss that comes with death, but the gradual loss of independence, health, and abilities. The pain of watching someone decline while they are still here is profound. At the same time, there is a growing desire to care, to protect, and to stop avoiding difficult conversations. ⸻ Trusting the future Where fear and control once played a dominant role, a new sense of trust is beginning to emerge. Trust that not everything has to be figured out in advance. Trust that new opportunities will appear. Trust that you can carry yourself, even when the future feels uncertain. ⸻ 🌟 The common thread The central theme of this episode is discovering self-worth. Not through working harder. Not through proving yourself. But through feeling that you matter — even without achievement, approval, or self-sacrifice. Mentalizing helps create space to reflect on what is happening within yourself, instead of automatically falling back into old patterns of adapting, rescuing, or pleasing others. ⸻ 💬 Closing This episode shows that personal growth sometimes begins with a simple yet difficult realization: that your feelings, needs, and boundaries matter too. Not because you are more important than others, but because you are just as important. And sometimes, a new chapter does not begin with a major decision, but with the moment you allow yourself to feel: “I am worthy of choosing myself.”
June 2 · 41 min
#27: MBT Group Therapy > Between Seeking Connection and Missing Each Other
🎙️ Special Episode – “Between Seeking Connection and Missing Each Other” Welcome to this special episode of the MBT podcast. In this group session, an intense conversation unfolds about connection, vulnerability, and what happens when good intentions are received differently than they were meant. What makes this session powerful is how clearly it shows that people can genuinely try to reach one another, yet still end up feeling misunderstood. Today, we listen to a group session where themes such as care, responsibility, rejection, and the longing to be understood come to the surface. ⸻ 🧠 What this episode explores Caring for one another An important theme in this session is the care that group members feel for each other. When someone shares something vulnerable, it can have a deep impact on others. Sometimes so much so that the concern and emotional involvement continue long after the group session has ended. ⸻ Good intentions, different experiences This session clearly shows how the same situation can be experienced very differently by different people. Where one person feels connection, another feels distance. Where one person tries to offer support, another feels burdened or made responsible. ⸻ The fear of being a burden Several group members touch on a familiar theme: Am I allowed to take up space? Am I too much? Am I burdening others with what I feel? These questions can make it difficult to honestly share what is really going on inside. ⸻ Vulnerability and misunderstanding The session reveals that vulnerability does not always lead directly to connection. Sometimes it creates confusion. Misunderstanding. Or the painful feeling of not being understood. And it is precisely there that the real work of mentalizing begins. ⸻ The influence of old patterns Beneath many of the reactions lie familiar patterns. Explaining yourself. Defending yourself. Withdrawing. Or trying even harder to be understood. The group explores where these patterns come from and what they are trying to protect. ⸻ 🌟 The common thread The central theme of this episode is the tension between seeking connection and risking misunderstanding. The need to be seen exists alongside the fear of being a burden. The desire for connection exists alongside the fear of rejection. Mentalizing helps people pause before jumping to conclusions, and remain curious about what is really happening — within themselves and within others. ⸻ 💬 Closing This episode shows how vulnerable genuine connection can be. Not because people do not want to understand one another, but because everyone listens through the lens of their own history, emotions, and experiences. And sometimes, connection does not begin with agreement, but with the willingness to explore the differences. “Maybe we don’t mean the same thing… but let’s stay curious about each other.”
June 2 · 15 min
#26: > MBT 1 on 1 Therapy > Between Letting Go, Staying True to Yourself, and the Fear of Change
🎙️ Special Episode – “Between Letting Go, Staying True to Yourself, and the Fear of Change” Welcome to this special episode of the MBT podcast. In this episode, you are once again given a unique insight into a one-on-one therapy session — a space where emotions, old patterns, and difficult choices become visible as they unfold in everyday life. What makes this session powerful is how clearly it shows what happens when personal growth begins to clash with old dynamics in relationships, work, and self-image. Today, we listen to a conversation about change, loss, fear, and the search for peace without losing yourself again. ⸻ 🧠 What this episode explores Change brings fear When someone begins to change, growth is not the only thing that appears — uncertainty comes with it as well. What happens when old patterns begin to fade? What remains afterward? And what does that mean for the people around you? This session reveals how difficult it can be to stay true to yourself while feeling relationships begin to shift. ⸻ The struggle between old and new patterns An important theme in this episode is the tension between old survival patterns and new ways of dealing with emotions. Where there was once automatic adapting, rescuing, or reassuring, there is now increasing awareness: * what belongs to me? * what belongs to the other person? * and where are my boundaries? But that very shift creates tension inside existing relationships. ⸻ Feeling unseen A powerful theme throughout this session is the pain of not truly feeling seen or understood. Not only through words, but through emotional connection and intention. When someone calmly tries to explain what is happening inside, but feels that the other person mainly reacts from fear or frustration, sadness and distance begin to grow. ⸻ The fear of letting go A deeper layer in this episode is the fear of change and loss. Not only the possible loss of a relationship, but also the loss of familiarity, safety, and shared history. Because how do you let go of something you have grown together with for so many years? ⸻ Staying true to yourself What makes this session especially powerful is the growing realization that self-care is not the same as selfishness. Taking space. Setting boundaries. Taking your own needs seriously. Not against the other person — but for yourself. ⸻ Mentalizing under pressure This session also shows how difficult mentalizing becomes when emotions run high. The urge appears to: * withdraw from connection * rescue the other person * or fall back into old patterns And yet, more and more often, a moment of slowing down appears: What is really happening right now? Where is this reaction coming from? And what do I need in this moment? ⸻ 🌟 The common thread The central theme of this episode is the tension between staying connected to others and staying true to yourself. The need for love and connection exists alongside the need for peace, safety, and emotional space. Mentalizing helps people pause instead of reacting immediately from fear or old survival patterns — to reflect on what is truly happening within themselves and within the other person. ⸻ 💬 Closing This episode shows how difficult change can become when relationships have been built for years around old patterns and mutual dependency. But it also shows how important it is not to lose yourself again in the attempt to maintain connection. Sometimes, growth does not begin with certainty, but with taking one difficult step into the unknown. “Maybe I still don’t know exactly where I’m going… but I do know that I no longer want to lose myself.”
May 22 · 34 min
#25: MBT Group Therapy > Between Losing Control and Trying to Hold Yourself Together
🎙️ Special Episode – “Between Losing Control and Trying to Hold Yourself Together” Welcome to this special episode of the MBT podcast. In this group session, an intense conversation unfolds about control, helplessness, and the fear of what happens when emotions become too overwhelming to keep pushing away. What makes this session powerful is how clearly it shows that many group members, each in their own way, are trying to maintain control over tension, insecurity, and overwhelming emotions. Today, we listen to a group session where themes such as self-criticism, emotional control, not feeling seen, and the struggle between feeling and avoiding come to the surface. ⸻ 🧠 What this episode explores Being overwhelmed by emotions Several group members describe how emotions can suddenly hit without warning. Frustration. Anger. Sadness. Helplessness. Feelings that once seemed manageable can suddenly take over completely. And that loss of control can feel frightening. ⸻ Keeping the lid on emotions The session reveals how differently people try to cope with emotions. Some spend years suppressing and controlling their feelings. Others experience emotions exploding in every direction with almost no control at all. But both responses serve the same purpose: trying to protect yourself from being overwhelmed. ⸻ Self-criticism and pressure to perform An important theme in this session is the harsh way group members look at themselves. Doubting yourself. Always needing to do more. Never feeling truly good enough. Compliments are difficult to accept, while mistakes become painfully magnified. ⸻ Not feeling seen The painful feeling of not being important enough also strongly emerges. When someone finally becomes vulnerable, but feels that nothing is really done with it, pain and disappointment quickly follow. The group explores how deeply this feeling can hurt — especially when someone is genuinely trying to ask for help or be honest. ⸻ Old patterns under stress What this session strongly highlights is how quickly old survival patterns return under pressure. Trying to stay in control. Shutting down emotionally. Exploding in anger. Or disappearing into yourself completely. The therapists help the group slow down and stay curious about what lies underneath these reactions. ⸻ 🌟 The common thread The central theme of this episode is the tension between trying to stay in control and allowing yourself to truly feel. The fear of being overwhelmed exists alongside the need to finally be honest about what is happening inside. Mentalizing helps people not to immediately run away from emotions, but to pause and explore what is truly being triggered — within themselves and in connection with others. ⸻ 💬 Closing This episode shows how difficult it can be to allow emotions when you have spent years learning to protect yourself from them. But it also shows how important it is not to carry everything alone. Sometimes, change does not begin with controlling emotions, but with the moment you dare to admit: “I don’t know how to handle this right now.”
May 20 · 34 min
#24: MBT 1 on 1 Therapy > Between setting boundaries and losing each other
🎙️ Special Episode – “Between Setting Boundaries and Losing Each Other” Welcome to this special episode of the MBT podcast. In this episode, you are once again given a unique insight into a one-on-one therapy session — a space where emotions, patterns, and relationships become visible as they unfold in everyday life. What makes this session powerful is how clearly it shows what can happen when one person begins to change, while the relationship around them struggles to move along with that change. Today, we listen to a conversation about tension, setting boundaries, old patterns, and the search for connection without losing yourself again. ⸻ 🧠 What this episode explores Old patterns returning This session reveals how quickly old survival patterns can return under stress. People-pleasing. Avoiding conflict. Continuously searching for understanding. Even when someone has already made significant progress, emotionally unsafe situations can still reactivate old responses. ⸻ Setting boundaries without guilt An important theme in this episode is learning to express needs and boundaries. Not from anger or control, but from calmness and self-care. At the same time, this creates tension within relationships — especially when the other person is still used to the old dynamic. ⸻ Not feeling heard A recurring feeling throughout this session is the experience of not truly being heard or understood. When someone calmly tries to explain what they feel, but the other person mainly reacts from frustration or blame, distance begins to grow. And that distance touches deeper emotional wounds. ⸻ How change affects relationships What this session strongly highlights is that personal growth does not only change you — it also changes the relationship with the people around you. When someone stops adapting so much, begins to slow down, and starts listening more to themselves, the dynamic with others automatically shifts as well. And that can create confusion, resistance, and insecurity. ⸻ Allowing yourself to matter One of the most powerful moments in this episode is the realization that self-care is not selfish. That your needs are allowed to exist. That rest is allowed to matter. And that you do not have to constantly perform in order to be valuable. Slowly, a new feeling begins to emerge: I am allowed to matter too. ⸻ 🌟 The common thread The central theme of this episode is the tension between staying connected to others and staying true to yourself. The need to keep harmony clashes with the need to stop crossing your own boundaries. Mentalizing helps by creating space to pause instead of reacting immediately from emotion — to reflect on what is truly happening within yourself and within the other person. ⸻ 💬 Closing This episode shows how difficult change within relationships can be. Not because people do not care about each other, but because old patterns and new boundaries can collide in painful ways. And sometimes, growth does not begin with fighting harder to be understood, but with allowing yourself to feel: “My feelings are allowed to exist too.”
May 17 · 40 min
#23: MBT Group Therapy: Between Insecurity, Validation, and Daring to Be Seen
🎙️ Special Episode – “Between Insecurity, Validation, and Daring to Be Seen” Welcome to this special episode of the MBT podcast. In this group session, an open conversation unfolds about insecurity, validation, and the tension between protecting yourself and allowing yourself to be seen. What makes this session powerful is how clearly it shows that many group members struggle with the same underlying questions: Am I important enough? Do I matter? Am I allowed to take up space? ⸻ 🧠 What this episode explores Fear of rejection The group reveals how insecurity affects relationships, work, and friendships. When contact feels inconsistent, or someone responds with distance, doubt quickly appears: * Did I do something wrong? * Am I too much? * Does this mean I am not important? ⸻ Protecting yourself Several group members recognize how they try to protect themselves from disappointment. By keeping distance. By acting “cool.” By not fully showing their emotions. Because the stronger the connection feels, the greater the fear of losing it becomes. ⸻ Work, performance, and validation Work and performance also turn out to be deeply connected to self-worth. Success creates safety. Recognition creates relief. But what happens when that validation disappears? Or when you begin to doubt yourself and what you are still capable of? ⸻ Being critical of yourself This session also highlights how harsh people can be toward themselves. Compliments are difficult to receive. Success gets minimized. And the bar keeps moving higher. The group explores how self-criticism can become a way of staying emotionally safe. ⸻ Change within relationships An important theme in this session is how personal change affects relationships. When someone begins to respond differently, stops people-pleasing, or starts setting boundaries, the dynamic with others changes as well. And that can create confusion, distance, or insecurity — on both sides. ⸻ 🌟 The common thread The central theme of this episode is the search for connection without losing yourself. The need for validation exists alongside the fear of rejection. The desire to be seen exists alongside the urge to protect yourself. Mentalizing helps people pause and reflect on what lies beneath that insecurity — and to stay curious about themselves and others. ⸻ 💬 Closing This episode shows how deeply insecurity can influence relationships and everyday interactions. But it also shows how important it is to keep making space for honesty, vulnerability, and connection. Sometimes, change does not begin with certainty, but with the courage to say: “This is what is happening inside me.”
May 8 · 29 min
#22: MBT Group Therapy > Between Trust and Protection
🎙️ Special Episode – “Between Trust and Protection” Welcome to this special episode of the MBT podcast. In this group session, an intense conversation unfolds about trust, dependency, and the way old patterns become activated when someone feels unseen or not taken seriously. What makes this session powerful is how clearly it shows that anger, control, and distance are often not the core issue — but protection against vulnerability.. ⸻ 🧠 What this episode explores Dependency and control For some group members, depending on others immediately creates tension. As soon as someone else has influence over work, recovery, or personal choices, the urge arises to regain control — or to push people away. ⸻ The hedgehog as protection A powerful image in this session is that of the hedgehog. Not attacking to hurt others, but using spikes to protect yourself. Because connection feels unsafe. Because criticism hurts. Because not being seen cuts deep. ⸻ Feeling misunderstood Several group members recognize the same painful feeling: I am not truly heard I am not understood And when someone finally becomes vulnerable, a response from another person can feel rejecting — even when that was never the intention. ⸻ Old patterns and new responses The group explores how old survival patterns automatically return under stress: people-pleasing, fighting, shutting down, or trying to stay in control. But at the same time, something new begins to emerge: slowing down, asking questions, and staying curious about the intentions of others. ⸻ 🌟 The common thread The central theme of this episode is the tension between protecting yourself and still wanting connection. Mentalizing helps people pause instead of reacting automatically from old survival patterns — and to reflect on what is really happening within themselves and others. ⸻ 💬 Closing This episode shows how complex group sessions can become when trust, dependency, and vulnerability come together. And sometimes, change does not begin with finding the right answer, but with asking yourself: “What am I actually trying to protect myself from?”
May 7 · 38 min
#21: MBT 1 on 1 Therapy > Between Fatherhood, Vulnerability, and Being Seen
🎙️ Special Episode – “Between Fatherhood, Vulnerability, and Being Seen” Welcome to this special episode of the MBT podcast. In this episode, you are once again given a unique insight into a one-on-one therapy session — a space where memories, emotions, and old patterns become visible as they unfold in everyday life. What makes this session powerful is how the theme of fatherhood gradually opens a deeper emotional layer. What begins as a conversation about children, holidays, and memories slowly develops into a confronting and emotional journey through attachment, loss, recognition, and the search for genuine connection. Today, we listen to a conversation that reveals how past experiences can take on new meaning once you become a parent yourself — and how this can bring old pain, but also new understanding, to the surface. ⸻ 🧠 What this episode explores Fatherhood and connection A deep conversation about fatherhood unfolds in this session. Not only about caring, protecting, and raising children, but about emotional presence. What does it truly mean to be there for a child? And what happens when a parent has also been emotionally absent? ⸻ Memories gaining new meaning Moments from the past begin to carry a different emotional weight when revisited later in life. Memories of pregnancy, birth, and early childhood bring warmth and love — but also grief and confusion. Becoming a father creates a completely new perspective on the relationship with one’s own father. ⸻ The pain of not being understood A recurring theme in this session is the feeling of not truly being seen or understood. This touches deeper layers connected to: * not feeling important * adapting to others * keeping emotions hidden At the same time, something new begins to emerge: the desire to stop staying on the surface. ⸻ Allowing vulnerability What makes this session especially powerful is how vulnerability slowly begins to take up more space. Where emotions were once pushed away, there is now room to pause and reflect on: * sadness * loss * anger * and the longing for connection Not as weakness, but as something that is allowed to exist. ⸻ Lowering the defenses An important realization in this episode is how many conversations remained superficial for years as a form of self-protection. Not going too deep. Not feeling too much. Not saying too much. But the moment those defenses lower, real connection becomes possible. And that turns out to be not only confronting — but also freeing. ⸻ Learning to communicate differently This session also shows how mentalizing begins to influence everyday conversations. Not reacting immediately. Not filling things in automatically. But slowing down, asking questions, and staying curious. And through that, relationships begin to change. Not only with others — but also with yourself. ⸻ 🌟 The common thread The central theme of this episode is the search for genuine connection. Not through roles, expectations, or emotional distance, but through honest contact and emotional presence. What once felt safe — adapting, controlling, keeping distance — slowly begins to make room for something else: allowing yourself to feel, to share, and to remain emotionally connected. Mentalizing helps with this process: not moving away from emotions, but exploring what is happening — within yourself and within the other person. ⸻ 💬 Closing This episode shows how deeply past experiences can continue to shape the present. But also how personal growth begins when you are willing to look again — at yourself, your past, and your relationships. Sometimes, change does not begin with a major breakthrough, but with a small moment of genuine connection. “I see you… and I allow myself to be seen too.”
May 1 · 37 min
#20: MBT Group Therapy > Between being understood and losing yourself in the group
🎙️ Special Episode – “Between Being Understood and Losing Yourself in the Group” Welcome to this special episode of the MBT podcast. In this episode, you are given a unique insight into a group session within Mentalization-Based Treatment — a space where multiple people come together, and where thoughts, emotions, and patterns become visible through interaction with others. What makes this session powerful is how multiple personal contributions begin to intertwine and affect one another. What starts as a question about trust gradually unfolds into a deeper conversation about not feeling seen, adapting to others, and the struggle between control and letting go. Today, we listen to a group session where themes such as feeling misunderstood, self-criticism, fear of rejection, and the search for safety come to the surface. ⸻ 🧠 What this episode explores Not being heard A key moment in this session arises when a group member feels unheard. A question is repeated. An answer does not seem to land. And what appears as irritation on the surface reveals something deeper underneath: Am I truly being seen? ⸻ The search for connection The group tries to understand, to help, and to ask questions. But this is where tension begins to build: * when does someone truly connect? * when does someone feel understood? * and why does it work with one person, but not with another? This reveals how complex real connection can be. ⸻ Support that doesn’t land An important insight in this session is that support is not always received as intended. The intention may be good. The words may make sense. But if the feeling does not match, it simply does not land. And that can create even more distance. ⸻ Adapting versus being yourself Several group members show how deeply the pattern of adapting is rooted. You try to do the right thing. You try to understand. You try not to hurt the other. But in doing so, you begin to lose yourself. And that is where the tension arises: Do I stay true to myself… or do I adapt? ⸻ Self-criticism and control This session also reveals how strong self-criticism can be. A small interaction can turn into an inner storm: * Did I do something wrong? * Should I have done it differently? * What does this say about me? The need for control collides with the reality that you cannot control others. ⸻ Insecurity rooted in the past Beneath the surface, it becomes clear that many reactions are rooted in earlier experiences. Situations where: * you had to adapt to stay safe * you depended on others’ reactions * you never knew how someone would respond And those patterns continue to live on in the present. ⸻ Mentalizing in real time What makes this session powerful is how mentalizing happens in real time. * someone feels attacked * someone withdraws * someone tries to help * someone becomes confused And the therapists help to slow things down: What is happening right now? What are you feeling? What might the other person mean? Not to solve — but to understand. ⸻ 🌟 The common thread The central theme of this episode is the tension between wanting to be understood and losing yourself in the attempt to connect. The need for connection exists alongside the fear of getting it wrong. The desire to do things right exists alongside the fear of rejection. Mentalizing helps you pause instead of reacting automatically — to reflect on what is happening within yourself, within the other, and within the group. ⸻ 💬 Closing This episode shows how intense and layered group sessions can be. It is not a linear conversation, but a living process where everything overlaps: emotions, thoughts, reactions, and misunderstandings. And within that complexity, growth happens. Sometimes, the most important step is not solving the moment, but tolerating what is happening. “This is what is happening right now… and that is okay.”