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Yowei Shaw

Proxy investigates the emotional mysteries that run our lives and world — sometimes by finding someone who gets it, sometimes by reporting from the emotions beat. Hosted by Yowei Shaw, former co-host and editorial lead of Invisibilia.


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If you’re new, try: Bisexual Wife Guy, Yowei Can't Speak Bro, or Jane Doesn't Like Her Dogs.

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  • 3 episodes
  • Avg 50 min
  • English
  • September 23 · 42 min

    Chloe Is Starting to Drink Too Much

    Chloe loves her life. There's just one problem: she's drinking more than she wants to, and she doesn't understand why. She's about to start medical school, but she's scared that asking for help could jeopardize her future career. So how do you deal with a drinking problem before your life falls apart? We find her a proxy who struggled with drinking at Chloe's age and went on to become an addiction psychiatrist. In this episode: the blurry line between drinking too much and having a drinking problem, why asking for help can be so scary, and what actually helps people change. Learn about alcohol treatment: — National Institute on Alcohol and Alcoholism — evidence-based information about medications, behavioral treatment, and mutual-support options — NIAAA Alcohol Treatment Navigator — finding quality treatment in the U.S. — Healthdirect Australia — alcohol treatment and support in Australia Resources for doctors and medical students: — Drs4Drs — confidential support for doctors and medical students across Australia — Australian Doctors in Recovery — confidential peer support for healthcare professionals in recovery — Federation of State Physician Health Programs — directory of U.S. physician heath programs New to Proxy? Try Bisexual Wife Guy for a classic case, or Sam Doesn’t Know How to Be Rich, another story about trying to understand a troubling pattern before it turns into an emergency. For episode liner notes, show gossip, and dispatches from the emotions beat, get our free newsletter File Under Feelings at proxyhq.org — just click "Join for free." Proxy is an independent show, supported mostly by listeners. Become a paid member at proxyhq.org for bonus episodes, ad-free listening, live Proxy hangs, and the satisfaction of keeping emotional investigative journalism alive 🍏 Follow us on Instagram — @proxypodcast @yoweishaw Visit — proxypodcast.com Get in touch — proxythepod@gmail.com

  • May 5 · 48 min

    Jane Doesn't Like Her Dogs

    The case of the dog trainer who stopped feeling close to her own dogs. Jane has devoted her life to dogs. She's worked in animal rescue, fostering, and training. But lately, something has changed. She still loves her two dogs and takes good care of them. She just doesn't feel the same connection anymore. How do you get back a feeling that's disappeared? We find her a proxy who knows what it's like to lose the joy in caring for animals. In this episode: compassion fatigue, the emotional toll of caring for others, and what happens when something you love starts to feel like a chore. Please note: This story contains a brief mention of suicidal ideation. If you or someone you know may be considering suicide, call or text 988, or text HOME to 741741. Featuring Jen Blough, LPC — therapist, compassion fatigue educator, and author of To Save a Starfish. Learn more at animalwelfarewellness.com. Funding for this story was provided by the University of California, Berkeley’s Greater Good Science Center, as part of its “Spreading Love Through the Media” initiative, supported by the John Templeton Foundation. Resources on compassion fatigue, pet caregiving, and pet loss: —Compassion fatigue resources from ASPCApro —Pet caregiver burden resources from Insight Animal Behavior Services —Cornell Pet Loss Support Hotline New to Proxy? Try Bisexual Wife Guy for a classic case, or Brian Can't Stop Fact-Checking His Mother-In-Lawfor another story about caregiver burden. For episode liner notes, show gossip, and dispatches from the emotions beat, get our free newsletter File Under Feelings at proxyhq.org — just click "Join for free." Proxy is an independent show, supported mostly by listeners. Become a paid member at proxyhq.org for bonus episodes, ad-free listening, live Proxy hangs, and the satisfaction of keeping emotional investigative journalism alive 🍏 Follow us on Instagram — @proxypodcast @yoweishaw Visit — proxypodcast.com Get in touch — proxythepod@gmail.com

  • April 21 · 1 hr 1 min

    Caitlin Lost the Voice In Her Head

    The case of the writer whose inner narrator disappeared. For most of her life, Caitlin Myer had a narrator in her head. A voice that told stories, shaped sentences, and made writing feel less like work than a way of being alive. Then, after a concussion, the voice disappeared, along with Caitlin's ability to write the way she used to. Who are you when you lose the thing that makes you feel most like yourself? And how do you get it back? We find her a proxy who lost the voice that also defined her. In this episode: the grief of losing a part of yourself, the strange ways our brains can change, and how to find a new sense of purpose when the old one disappears. From the episode: — Caitlin Myer — author of Wiving— support her on Patreon and learn more: www.caitlinmyer.com — Greta Morgan — author of The Lost Voice — sign up for her Patreon and newsletter: www.gretamorganmusic.com New to Proxy? Try Bisexual Wife Guy for a classic case, or Mic Chooses the Wrong Life, for another story about identity and ambition. For episode liner notes, show gossip, and dispatches from the emotions beat, get our free newsletter File Under Feelings at proxyhq.org — just click "Join for free." Proxy is an independent show, supported mostly by listeners. Become a paid member at proxyhq.org for bonus episodes, ad-free listening, live Proxy hangs, and the satisfaction of keeping emotional investigative journalism alive 🍏 Follow us on Instagram — @proxypodcast @yoweishaw Visit — proxypodcast.com Get in touch — proxythepod@gmail.com

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