Wide Load

meme admin depecheload and 'local btm' beef stroganoff deep dive into the 100% real and NOT FAKE news, queer pop culture, being the designated afters fat friend, music they like (or don't like), give bad advice to their viewers and review c*cks from time to time.
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August 12 · 1 hr 4 min
str*ggots: a deep dive
depecheload and beef stroganoff are disecting what it means to be a str*ggot.. talking gay guys whose top artist is raye, rupaul’s top five things to do in london and petal. we get into it on transgender vegetables, straight conventions, non binary elected officials and long distance lesbians… wagamama! follow wide load on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠, ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tiktok⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ & ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠twitter⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ if you live for the pod you can ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tip wide woad⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ x
July 28 · 45 min
charli, kelela & norovirus?
despite no-one asking, depecheload and beef take on charli XCX’s: music, fashion, film... then lime bike down to kelela’s surprise london gig. then and ONLY then, switching their attention to the changing landscape of minion politics, and it’s that time of year where 10,000 of the worst f*gs u know are cruising through the norovirus pain at whole festival. nothing says queer liberation like paying €12 to d0uche in the sniffies village x follow wide load on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠, ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tiktok⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ & ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠twitter⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ if you live for the pod you can ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tip wide woad⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ x
July 15 · 47 min
pride retrospective: confessions of a straight coworker
Tonight it’s just family and it feels so good x depecheload and beef ring in straight pride!!! dissecting ur juiciest pride confessions (powered by confessions 2: electric boogaloo) thanks madonna xxx follow wide load on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠, ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tiktok⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ & ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠twitter⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ if you live for the pod you can ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tip wide woad⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ x
July 9 · 39 min
madonna in MY grindr?!! w/ Tsatsamis pt.2
tsatsamis is back for pt2 girls. talking madonna on grindr, homphobia from the grave, and the last time the internet was good and pure, bon appetite (they got what was coming for em). plus we dig deep on our influential artists and music, ranking lorde albums, the f*g lament slop that is bon iver, the greatest festival line up of all time, pinkpantheress, zara larsson, and depeche loads release from religious psychosis. fierce is fierce ig follow wide load on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠, ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tiktok⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ & ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠twitter⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ if you live for the pod you can ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tip wide woad⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ x
July 1 · 56 min
diary of a secret chaser w/ Tsatsamis pt.1
welcome to the pod ‘gay guys w glasses answer to robyn’ tsatsamis. the secret (bear) chaser tsatsamis tspills on his new mix tape, giant b*tt plugs, kim petras, parasocial relationships, and a super secret bear xxx (we had a little too much fun so come back new week for pt 2...) follow wide load on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠, ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tiktok⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ & ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠twitter⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ if you live for the pod you can ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tip wide woad⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ x
June 17 · 56 min
"keir starmer has never watched a tiktok"
this week we ponder the nuances of an open gay guy wedding day, f*cking buildings and computers, cruising (of the jojo siwa and poop varieties), getting an ultrasound on ur b@lls and the social media ban… welcome to wide load! (unless ur kier starmer)
June 2 · 56 min
f**k ass bob discourse
beefs spills on a veryy special trip to the doctors office, depeche load has a lot to say about susan boyle’s bob and we revel in the first ever pod cig (hopecore) happy park pod x
May 21 · 1 hr 7 min
gooning to rock music ???
this week we chat: gooning, kier starmer, james charles, and charli xcx's rock music... plus whatever else we felt like MWUAH x love u all xoxo depeche load and beef stroganoff ps. sorry i fkd up the audio and didn’t record dl’s mic… so it sounds a little chopped love beef <3
May 6 · 1 hr 12 min
agony UNCS, lena dunham and run club terror
Depeche Load and Beef Stroganoff, east Londons most iconic meme admin/bottom duo, are riding a high off having possibly the biggest (widest) fave revel ever. This week chatting: being adored by reply guys and Green Party canvassers alike, if girls needs a non-binary reboot, and why runners should just give it up already. PLUS your agony unc’s are handing out some objectively bad advice. enjoy x
April 21 · 1 hr 29 min
TRADE REVEAL?!!
Is it the trade reveal of the century? depeche load and beef stroganoff are posting face on main cause we felt a little fierce… chatting all the wide load classics - clocking non binary tea, making sweeping generalisations about people’s sexuality and promoting fat supremacy, and no supermarket, MAFs star or gaycels are safe. the masks have been unceremoniously thrown in the bin never to be seen again, enjoy x follow wide load on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠, ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tiktok⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ & ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠twitter⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ if you live for the pod you can ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tip wide woad⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ x
April 6 · 1 hr 6 min
an*l is performance art w/ polari labs
wide load welcomes Polari Labs, the divas behind the ball catching every bottom’s attention on social media. Henry Blest (bottom), and Anna Vybornova (top), join DL and Beef for an education in all things anal. The duo some are calling the oppenheimer of anal are here to bring queer science to the forefront no straight men’s butts will be left untouched if they succeed. We chat microbial loads, russian bears (hello), f*sters, poop, and of course, the a-ball follow wide load on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠, ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tiktok⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ & ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠twitter⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ suppor the Polari Labs Kickstarter if you live for the pod you can ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tip wide woad⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ x
March 25 · 1 hr 14 min
ur friends nudes...
Depeche load and Beef Stroganoff are back - asking do you fierce for lumberjacks? and is the bear face hot? Find out if DL showed Beef their n*des at the pub and if YOU should you be swapping n*des with your friends. PLUS we spill on being f*ggy kids, tucking at 10 years old, and why you shouldn’t be so quick to skip a they in your babies pronouns. follow wide load on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠, ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tiktok⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ & ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠twitter⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ if you live for the pod you can ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tip wide woad⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ x
March 11 · 1 hr 8 min
Charli XCX’s The Moment gave me a panic attack
This week DL and Beef went on field trips to the cinema to see much discussed Charlie xcx mockumentary, The Moment, and THE groundbreaking documentary on an*l s*x from Polari Labs. Breaking down how bringing anal to straight men could potentially solve world peace, we revisit the much discussed A-ball from episode one, and we talk some of your embarrassing bottoming stories. Then DL wakes up their paddington trauma by way of miss Charli xcx, safe to say we are both expecting our free le creuset in the mail very soon. follow wide load on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠, ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tiktok⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ & ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠twitter⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ if you live for the pod you can ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tip wide woad⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ x
February 25 · 1 hr 2 min
a doll between two bears: charli xcx, chasers and knowing your status w/ czechhunterschafer
Czech Hunter Schafer: 911 - Tiny coquettish doll (@czechhunterschafer) is admiring her perfectly fine eyebrows on the corner of Chaser Avenue and Passing Place when two big fat local gay bears (Depeche Load and Beef Stroganoff) put a mic into her hand and a mask onto her head to participate in this incredibly fierce and extremely gag episode of wide load. Worlds collide as dolls and bears unite to appropriate c*m d*mp culture and address the most pressing issues of our time - where are the chasers? are transgender aliens all the same? can a meme lead to the downfall of society? can a meme get you trade? and who tf keeps inviting t*na to the afters? … an episode can only contain so much fierceness, so head to Tea Slur for part 2 x follow wide load on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠, ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tiktok⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ & ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠twitter⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ if you live for the pod you can ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tip wide woad⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ x
February 11 · 1 hr 14 min
a culturally queer valentines w*nk?!
love is in the air... to celebrate valentines day DepecheLoad and Beef chat queer love, addison rae's plan to tackle situationships AND give u relationship advice on the wide load love line... should you stay with your shit boyfriend for his FIERCE c*ck? did we ghost you on Grindr? What to do if the police catch you cruising? Being called daddy for the first time? OR the age old question: do you have to tip your delivery driver if you gave him head? Plus, we delve into what it means to be culturally queer, being friends with everyone you’ve shagged, and how to get your bf to bottom. Happy valentines, now go have a fierce w*nk to celebrate x follow wide load on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠, ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tiktok⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ & ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠twitter⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ if you live for the pod you can ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tip wide woad⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ x
January 28 · 56 min
victoria beckham threw the first ass at stonewall, twink traitors, 2016 and AI liza minnelli
gag it - DL and Beef are back for our 10th load! of course we’re chatting cutting edge queer news like…. the Beckham feud (??), rumination on 2016, and the holy trinity of personality traits for aged out twinks: Tom of Finland, AI Liza Minnelli, and The Traitors. TW: Clock, gag, boots, gloves, fierce, mug, de*pthroating (no teeth), and beef crying over Zac Polanski. follow wide load on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠, ⁠⁠⁠⁠tiktok⁠⁠⁠⁠ & ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠twitter ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ if you live for the pod you can ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tip wide woad⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ x
January 14 · 1 hr 4 min
heated rivalry, Björk trade vs welsh trade, at the twink afters
Mama it's time for a life update with Beef Stroganoff and Depeche Load - talking Tyra Sanchez vs. RuPaul, Icelandic trade vs. Welsh trade, home town Grindr vs. cemetery cruising, Depeche Load vs. ozempic and Trisha Paytas vs. the world! grab your fiercest wig and save a DAFF from the twink afters - it's time for wide load x follow wide load on ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠, ⁠⁠⁠tiktok⁠⁠⁠ & ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠twitter ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ if you live for the pod you can ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠tip wide woad⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ x stay wide x
Dec 31, 2025 · 1 hr 8 min
year in review & ins/outs: fierce trade painting the thinkers at bon marche
Depeche Load and Beef Stroganoff are looking back on 2025 - the year of painting, non binary bear trade, gooning and maybe most importantly, FIERCE. Plus all of our ins/outs and predictions for 2026 - talking pegging scandals, huge moves for Oklou, and getting a little metrosexual with it. See you loaders in the new year x. follow wide load on ⁠⁠⁠⁠instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠, ⁠⁠tiktok⁠⁠ & ⁠⁠⁠⁠twitter ⁠⁠⁠⁠ if you live for the pod you can ⁠⁠⁠⁠donate to wide woad⁠⁠⁠⁠
Dec 24, 2025 · 47 min
cuckmas, festive fatphobia and furious w*nks
Depecheload and Beef Stroganoff are back and celebarting Cuckmas / Loadmas / Christ-mass gainer. The time of the year we get our fill of festive fatphobia, religious trauma and that one cousin you f*cking liveeee for. Put on some kylie minouge, have a w*nk in your childhood bedroom and widen your load. follow wide load on ⁠⁠instagram⁠⁠, tiktok & ⁠⁠twitter ⁠⁠ if you live for the pod you can ⁠⁠donate to wide woad⁠⁠
Dec 10, 2025 · 1 hr 1 min
bottoming causes adhd?! fka twigs presexua and straight girl's bear boyfriends ft. LYNKS
depeche load and beef stroganoff have put aside their twink hate to welcome south east london’s answer to gay pop and jojo siwa - Lynks . chatting, does bottoming causes adhd? fka twigs, presexua, furries, and reclaiming the f slur. enjoy x follow wide load on ⁠instagram⁠ & ⁠twitter ⁠ if you like the pod you can ⁠donate to wide woad⁠ follow @Lynkslynkslynks stream I Didn’t Come Here For Art tickets to see lynks at Global S’xmas (you might also meet dl and beef)

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