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I'm Fine

Jean Campbell

Hosted by supermodel and chronic pain advocate Jean Campbell, I'm Fine aims to redefine the narrative of pain in a culture where "I'm fine" often masks the reality of living with pain. By sharing personal stories, mind-body techniques, and practical solutions, the podcast seeks to help listeners move beyond pain and discover possibilities, positivity, and productivity.


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  • English
  • S2 · E16
    May 20 · 1 hr 24 min

    Mo Gawdat: Pain Is Okay. Just Don't Go to the Suffering

    Send us a message with any of your thoughts, questions and feedback I'm Fine hosted by Jean Campbell meets Mo Gawdat, engineer, entrepreneur, and one of the world's most prominent voices on happiness and artificial intelligence, to explore grief, love, loss, and what it really means to be okay. Mo reflects on a life of extraordinary professional success that left him clinically miserable in his twenties, the Saturday morning his five-year-old daughter held up a mirror to the person he'd become, and the years of mathematical obsession that led him to reverse-engineer happiness itself. Mo speaks with characteristic precision and unexpected tenderness about the loss of his son Ali in 2014, the teacher who spent 21 years showing his father how to accept life as it is, and whose death became the ultimate test of everything Mo had built. He draws a profound distinction between pain and suffering, reframes grief as displaced love searching for somewhere to go, and offers a vision of death, rooted not in scripture but in quantum physics and the theory of relativity. Mo Gawdat is the former Chief Business Officer of Google X, bestselling author of Solve for Happy, Scary Smart and Unstressable, and founder of the One Billion Happy movement. This is an episode about the algorithm underneath all of it and the losses that proved it true. About I’m Fine: “I’m Fine is more than a Podcast — it’s a service. A space for the millions of people navigating pain in silence, often without the resources or language we all deserve. The world isn’t set up to support people in pain and we want to help change that.” Jean Campbell. I’m Fine is a Podcast hosted by Model, Writer and Mental Health Advocate Jean Campbell is a safe space and platform where high-performance people talk honestly, often humorously, about their life experiences and healing as Jean explores the inner world behind their outward success. Jean has navigated chronic pain since she was 12 years old, this experience inspired her to create I’m Fine to help reshape the stigma around pain - emotional, physical, and mental - to give a voice to the many who hide behind the words: With Very Special Thanks to Mo Gawdat Technical Production by Copperbeach Social Media Ruby Fern Creative Production Patrick Armstrong of Sidekick Productions Series Producer Camilla Morton Founder and Executive Producer Jean Campbell

  • May 6 · 57 min

    Lottie Moss on Her Experience with OnlyFans: The Truth Behind the Decision

    Send us a message with any of your thoughts, questions and feedback I’m Fine hosted by Jean Campbell meets model and entrepreneur Lottie Moss to explore what it’s like growing up in the public eye, the search for identity and validation, and finding her way back to herself. Lottie reflects on being a bubbly and confident child, her love of the spotlight and dressing-up box, the jelly shoes, and how the camera always found her, followed by the harder secondary school years which brought self-doubt, slut-shaming and the need for external validation amongst the social hierarchies of teenage girlhood. Lottie was thrown into the spotlight, aged thirteen, at her half-sister (Kate Moss) wedding and scouted as a model. Lottie discusses feeling mismanaged and controlled by her agency, the loneliness beneath the glamour, and the moment COVID gave her space to ask whether any of it was actually making her happy. She speaks candidly about how OnlyFans wasn’t rock bottom but led her to reclaiming creative control and an unexpected sense of community and reflects on the backlash, the media scrutiny that followed her and the point at which she checked herself into rehab for depression, and started to take back her power. Lottie Moss is an English model and entrepreneur, from high fashion to Only Fans, from growing up in the spotlight to modelling work, building her social platforms and hosting herpodcast Dream On This is an episode that explores what recovery, taking control and growthmean to her as she build something of her own. About I’m Fine: “I’m Fine is more than a Podcast, it’s a service. A space for the millions of people navigating pain in silence, often without the resources or language we all deserve. The world isn’t set up to support people in pain and we want to help change that.” I’m Fine is a Podcast hosted by Model, Writer and Mental Health Advocate Jean Campbell it’s a safe space and platform where high- performance people talk honestly, often humorously, about their life experiences and healing as Jean explores the inner world behind their outward success. Jean has navigated chronic pain since she was 12 years old, this experience inspired her to create I’m Fine to help reshape the stigma around pain - emotional, physical, and mental - to give a voice to the many who hide behind the words: ‘I’m Fine’. The series features conversations about mental health, identity, resilience, and how we cope when life doesn’t go to plan. With Very Special Thanks to Lottie Moss - Instagram @lottiemossxo - YouTube @LottieMossOfficial - Technical Production by Copperbeach - Social Media Ruby Fern - Creative Production Patrick Armstrong of Sidekick Productions - Series Producer Camilla Morton - Founder and Executive Producer Jean Campbell

  • S2 · E15
    April 22 · 53 min

    Martin Wade: Former Senior British Army Officer on PTSD and Finding Optimism through Art

    Send us a message with any of your thoughts, questions and feedback I’m Fine hosted by Jean Campbell meets Former Royal Marines lawyer Martin Wade for a profound conversation about PTSD, military service, chronic pain, survival and the unexpected role art has played in rebuilding his life. In this conversation they discuss pain, compassion, responsibility; Martin reflects on the weight of serving in Afghanistan, the life-changing impact of his PTSD diagnosis, and the long, difficult path of learning to live with both physical and psychological pain, and the courage it takes to keep going when life has fallen apart. Through painting, Martin was able to express what words couldn’t, and creates works that connect to the human condition and the possibility of healing. Martin Wade is an artist and veteran. Free from any classical training, he paints unhindered by convention and explores colour and composition on his own terms. Life's experiences brought him to the easel and his abstract works explore emotions, adversity and a survivor's instinct to recover against all the odds. The emphasis of his art is not one of gloom brought about by trauma and the hidden wounds of war but one of optimism, compassion and faith in common humanity. ​ About I’m Fine: “I’m Fine is more than a Podcast — it’s a service. A space for the millions of people navigating pain in silence, often without the resources or language we all deserve. The world isn’t set up to support people in pain and we want to help change that.” Jean Campbell. I’m Fine is a Podcast hosted by Model, Writer and Mental Health Advocate Jean Campbell it’s a safe space and platform where high-performance people talk honestly, often humorously, about their life experiences and healing as Jean explores the inner world behind their outward success. Jean has navigated chronic pain since she was 12 years old, this experience inspired her to create I’m Fine to help reshape the stigma around pain - emotional, physical, and mental - to give a voice to the many who hide behind the words: ‘I’m Fine’. The series features conversations about mental health, identity, resilience, and how we cope when life doesn’t go to plan. With Very Special Thanks to Martin Wade @martinwadeartist https://www.instagram.com/martinwadeartist/ For more please visit: www.martinartist.com - Technical Production by Copperbeach - Social Media Ruby Fern - Creative Production Patrick Armstrong of Sidekick Productions - Series Producer Camilla Morton - Founder and Executive Producer Jean Campbell

  • S2 · E14
    April 8 · 45 min

    Cora Corré: Grief, Activism & the Legacy of Vivienne Westwood

    Send us a message with any of your thoughts, questions and feedback I’m Fine hosted by Jean Campbell sits down with Cora Corré, friend, model and activist. They discuss family, grief, legacy, and the quiet strength it takes to stay true to yourself under pressure. Cora talks about her grandmother – Vivienne Westwood – growing up and navigating public and private grief, how to protect yourself, how to have softness in difficult moments, and the importance of kindness, intuition, and moral clarity. From the mission and pillars that inspire the work of the Vivienne Foundation, to the loss and legacy of a grandmother, Cora discusses the public and private faces and what has inspired her and how she has carved out her own identity, followed her calling, and how family and fashion have driven her work in advocacy and human rights. They discuss how it’s OK to not be OK and why self-preservation, honesty, and compassion matter when facing loss and change. This is an episode that explores grief, identity, resilience, and the values that shape us. Cora Corré is a model and activist from London who worked alongside her grandmother – the late great designer Vivienne Westwood - to develop the Vivienne Foundation, built upon four pillars of change: Halt Climate Change, Stop War, Defend Human Rights and Protest Capitalism. The Vivienne Foundation exists to honour, protect and continue the legacy of Vivienne's creativity and activism to create a better society and halt climate change. The Vivienne Foundation continues to support and collaborate with NGO’s on key issues around the Four Pillars. Westwood used her voice to lead a relentless fight for justice. Corré honours her legacy through shedding light on issues crucial to our collective moral compass. The Vivienne Foundation is set up as a not-for-profit company to enable the Foundation to have political aims and views within our campaigning and advocacy work. About I’m Fine “I’m Fine is more than a Podcast — it’s a service. A space for the millions of people navigating pain in silence, often without the resources or language we all deserve. The world isn’t set up to support people in pain and we want to help change that.” Jean Campbell. I’m Fine is a Podcast hosted by Model, Writer and Mental Health Advocate Jean Campbell it’s a safe space and platform where high-performance people talk honestly, often humorously, about their life experiences and healing as Jean explores the inner world behind their outward success. Jean has navigated chronic pain since she was 12 years old, this experience inspired her to create I’m Fine to help reshape the stigma around pain - emotional, physical, and mental - to give a voice to the many who hide behind the words: ‘I’m Fine’. The series features conversations about mental health, identity, resilience, and how we cope when life doesn’t go to plan. With Very Special Thanks to https://www.instagram.com/coracorre/ https://www.theviviennefoundation.com @theviviennefoundation @katemossagency Technical Production by Copperbeach Social Media Ruby Fern Creative Production Patrick Armstrong of Sidekick Productions Series Producer Camilla Morton Founder and Executive Producer Jean Campbell

  • S2 · E13
    March 25 · 54 min

    Anita Bitton: Growing Up as an Adoptee, Mental Health & Building a Legendary Career in Fashion

    Send us a message with any of your thoughts, questions and feedback I’m Fine hosted by Jean Campbell meets Anita Bitton - founder of Establishment Casting one of the fashion industry’s premier casting agencies, renowned for launching iconic faces, redefining beauty, and forging long-standing creative partnerships. A defining force behind the scenes in the fashion industry Anita shares her own journey, from being taken into careas a child to building her own an extended family, career and community. From i-D magazine intern to writing music reviews while at University, from moving to New York and hitting a personal rock bottom; Anita describes what motivated, and what transformed her life, and how sobriety became the catalyst for moving forward. This conversation explores belonging, identity and the long journey of becoming who you already are, finding your people, learning to pause and trusting yourself until your outside matches your inside. Anita Bitton founded Establishment Casting in 2003. She has worked with many of fashion’s most influential brands, creatives, and image-makers, and is known for her eye, her empathy, and for her role in shaping modern fashion representation. Her work includes campaigns and runway shows for brands including Celine, Burberry and Chanel and Marc Jacobs. She grew up in South London, was inspired by emerging magazines and club culture and post university moved to New York where she got a job at Next Model Management. She has collaborated with photographers such as Tim Walker, Peter Lindbergh and Irving Penn and Creatives Katie Grand (at Marc Jacobs and Louis Vuitton), Daniel Lee (at Bottega Veneta and Burberry), Mathieu Blazy (at Bottega Veneta and Chanel) to help cast the best faces, fit and models to communicate their creative vision. About I’m Fine: “I’m Fine is more than a Podcast, it’s a service. A space for the millions of people navigating pain in silence, often without the resources or language we all deserve. The world isn’t set up to support people in pain and we want to help change that.” Jean Campbell. I’m Fine is a Podcast hosted by Model, Writer and Mental Health Advocate Jean Campbellit’s a safe space and platform where high-performance people talk honestly, often humorously, about their life experiences and healing as Jean explores the inner world behind their outward success. Jean has navigated chronic pain since she was 12 years old, this experience inspired her to create I’m Fine to help reshape the stigma around pain - emotional, physical, and mental - to give a voice to the many who hide behind the words: ‘I’m Fine’. The series features conversations about mental health, identity, resilience, and how we cope when life doesn’t go to plan. With Very Special Thanks to Anita Bitton Technical Production by Copperbeach Social Media Ruby Fern Creative Production Patrick Armstrong of Sidekick Productions Series Producer Camilla Morton Founder and Executive Producer Jean Campbell

  • S2 · E12
    March 4 · 49 min

    Five-Time British Judo Champion Bobby Rich on High Performance and Redefining Pain

    Send us a message with any of your thoughts, questions and feedback I’m Fine hosted by Jean Campbell meets Bobby Rich Judo Champion and one of the most respected elite coaches in UK combat sports. In this episode Bobby discusses a life shaped prepping for tournaments, training, stamina, discipline, discomfort and redefining pain. Aged five he started Judo - and went on to compete at youth and senior levels right up to being competitor level for Team GB, 2008 Olympic reserve. In this conversation Bobby looks back on his experience, the demands of high-performance, finding success beyond medals and how pain — physically, mentally, emotionally — and your own identity becomes intertwined with athletic performance. From success to sacrifice, injury, relationships, burnout, and the quiet reckoning and reinvention that comes with ‘retirement’ when the question becomes: who am I without this? we discuss the importance of communication, intuition, recovery, and why sustainability and self-awareness is the true mark of strength. Bobby Rich is the London-based performance coach, entrepreneur and former elite athlete with over two decades of experience in high-level sport and fitness. A former international Judo competitor for Team GB, 2008 Olympic reserve, and a Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu black belt Bobby now works across the worlds of performance, wellness and brand consultancy. Bobby is the founder of ONUS – a consultancy that designs and builds fitness brands and high-performance training spaces, and as a coach trusted by cultural icons to competitive athletes. He aims to help people feel stronger, live with purpose and above all is a proud father, shaping a life that thrives. About I’m Fine: “I’m Fine is more than a Podcast — it’s a service. A space for the millions of people navigating pain in silence, often without the resources or language we all deserve. The world isn’t set up to support people in pain and we want to help change that.” Jean Campbell. I’m Fine is a Podcast hosted by Model, Writer and Mental Health Advocate Jean Campbell it’s a safe space and platform where high-performance people talk honestly, often humorously, about their life experiences and healing as Jean explores the inner world behind their outward success. Jean has navigated chronic pain since she was 12 years old, this experience inspired her to create I’m Fine to help reshape the stigma around pain - emotional, physical, and mental - to give a voice to the many who hide behind the words: ‘I’m Fine’. With Very Special Thanks to Bobby Rich Filmed by Podshop Hailey Rovner Malach of Wicked Child Productions Technical Production by Copperbeach Social Media Ruby Fern Creative Production Patrick Armstrong of Sidekick Productions Series Producer Camilla Morton Founder and Executive Producer Jean Campbell

  • S2 · E11
    February 18 · 1 hr 21 min

    'Try your best to live limitlessly,' Nikki Lilly: Finding Joy, Creativity and Visible Differences

    Send us a message with any of your thoughts, questions and feedback I’m Fine hosted by Jean Campbell meets Nikki Lilly - award-winning creator, British charity campaigner, social media personality, model author and founder of the Butterfly AVM Charity. In this episode Nikki shares her experience growing up with a rare and life-threatening AVM, she explains what this is and how she navigated childhood between hospitals and surgeries, how living with chronic illness that has shaped her identity, how she has shaped her outlook on life and how she found escape, joy and creativity. From launching her YouTube channel to becoming a powerful voice for representation, Nikki reflects on visibility, vulnerability, and the support and quiet strength that inspires her. This honest and intimate discussion explores resilience and choosing to live fully, even when life looks nothing like you imagined. From beauty as armour, creativity as survival to compassion and the importance of play, rest and meeting yourself where you are this is a powerful reminder that living fully doesn’t mean living perfectly. Nikki had a carefree childhood, until she was diagnosed with AVM aged 6 when her world flipped upside down and went from a normal childhood to hospitals, surgery, home. But Nikki is extraordinary not ordinary - in 2012 the Butterfly AVM Charity was founded, in 2013, then aged only eight, she started to share her experiences of living with a 'visible difference' on YouTube covering life with: chronic illness, bullying, mental health, baking and beauty. She has won many awards for her courage, her cooking and creativity. In 2016 she won CBBC’s Junior Bake Off and presented the CBBC show ‘Nikki Lilly Meets’. In 2019 won an Emmy for ‘Best Factual Programme’ and was the youngest ever recipient of the BAFTA Special Award. In 2020 she published her first book, ‘Nikki Lilly Come on Life: Highs, Lows and How to Live Your Best Teen Like’. In 2024 she became a patron of Face Equality International, an alliance of Non-Governmental Organisations (NGOs), charities and support groups which are working at national, regional or international levels to promote the campaign for ‘face equality’. In 2025 Nikki spoke at the United Nation Human Rights Council about her experiences of facial differences and was honoured as ‘Fashion and Beauty Creator of the Year’ on TikTok, partnered with L’Oreal at the Cannes Film Festival and was one of the first people with a facial difference to walk a show in Paris Fashion Week, with Vogue calling it the most powerful moment of the show and at the end of 2025 announced her podcast ‘Live a Little’ where she talks about the in-between of modern life, where you can have a lot on but still wondering if you are missing something deeper. Her journey has garnered recognition and numerous accolades, including: - The WellChild Award for Courage (2013), presented by Prince Harry - The Princess Diana Award for Exceptional Bravery (2014) - The Pride of Britain Award for Child of Courage (2016) - Winner of CBBC’s “Junior Bake Off” (2016) - Nominated for a BAFTA for her work on the CBBC series “My Life: Born to Vlog” - Winner of the 2018 Emmy Award for Best Factual Program - Japan Grand Prix Award for her documentary work About I’m Fine: I’m Fine is a Podcast hosted by Model, Writer and Mental Health Advocate Jean Campbell it’s a safe space and platform where high-performance people talk honestly, often humorously, about their life experiences and healing as Jean explores the inner world behind their outward success. With Very Special Thanks to Nikki Lilly https://www.instagram.com/nikkililly/?hl=en https://www.butterflyavmcharity.org.uk/nikki-lilly/ https://www.cadence-talent.com/ Technical Production Copperbeach Social Media Ruby Fern Creative Production Patrick Armstrong of Sidekick Productions Series Producer Camilla Morton Founder and Executive Producer Jean Campbell

  • February 4 · 1 hr 3 min

    Kai-Isaiah Jamal: Finding your Voice, your Identity and Finding Freedom

    Send us a message with any of your thoughts, questions and feedback I’m Fine hosted by Jean Campbell meets Poet, Model, Musician and Trans Activist Kai Isaiah Jamal to talk about their journey creating their debut EP Impatiently Waiting, reclaiming autonomy through music, and what it means to build an authentic identity – in fashion, music, the everyday – to own who you are and go beyond other people’s gaze. Acclaimed South-London spoken word poet, writer, performer and trans visibility activist, Kai Isaiah Jamal dedicates much of their creative time to writing about personal experiences, discrimination, and dysphoria, they also work to educate others on how to be a better ally to trans people and helping long marginalised communities play a greater role in shaping cultures around the world. In 2020 they were appointed as the Institute of Contemporary Art’s first-ever poet in residence in 2020. The following year, Jamal became the first Black trans model to walk the runway for Louis Vuitton. Through their powerful work spanning multiple types of media, Jamal has become “the voice of their generation,” as the late designer Virgil Abloh told Vogue in 2021. About I’m Fine: “I’m Fine is more than a Podcast — it’s a service. A space for the millions of people navigating pain in silence, often without the resources or language we all deserve. The world isn’t set up to support people in pain and we want to help change that.” Jean Campbell. I’m Fine is a Podcast hosted by Model, Writer and Mental Health Advocate Jean Campbell is a safe space and platform where high-performance people talk honestly about their life experiences and healing as Jean explores the inner world behind their outward success. Jean has navigated chronic pain since she was 12 years old, this experience inspired her to create I’m Fine to help reshape the stigma around pain - emotional, physical, and mental - to give a voice to the many who hide behind the words: ‘I’m Fine’. The series features conversations about mental health, identity, resilience, and how we cope when life doesn’t go to plan. With Very Special Thanks to Kai-Isaiah Jamal Technical Production by Copperbeach Social & Creative Content Producer Ruby Fern Creative Production Sidekick Entertainment Series Producer Camilla Morton Founder and Executive Producer Jean Campbell

  • January 21 · 40 min

    Natasha Silverbell: Parenting without Perfection and Raising Children in a Distracted World

    Send us a message with any of your thoughts, questions and feedback I’m Fine hosted by Jean Campbell meets Natasha Silverbell, mother of three, former model, and CEO of Silver Bell Global, to explore parenting, identity, and the myth of the ‘perfect’ parent. Recorded at The Falcon, Natasha’s psycho-education retreat space, this episode explores what it really means to raise children in a world shaped by social media, pressure, and constant distraction while navigating work, recovery, single parenthood, and self-doubt. Natasha reflects on what she got right and what she’s learned about presence, boundaries, and repair. This conversation is about humility, nervous systems, and showing up as a human being - not an ideal. Whether you are a parent or a child, a carer, sibling, or someone who grew up feeling unseen, this episode is for you. Parenting is not about getting it right all the time. It’s about presence, honesty, and repair and how it’s never too late to begin again. Natasha Silverbell is the CEO of Silver Bell Global, a former model and a leading voice in psycho-education and family systems. She works with parents, educators, and clinicians to build healthier, more connected family environments, grounded in nervous system awareness and emotional literacy. Natasha is a mother of three, and speaks candidly about recovery, work, and the realities of raising children without a blueprint. About I’m Fine: I’m Fine is a Podcast hosted by Model, Writer and Mental Health Advocate Jean Campbell is a safe space and platform where high-performance people talk honestly about their life experiences and healing as Jean explores the inner world behind their outward success. Jean has navigated chronic pain since she was 12 years old, this experience inspired her to create I’m Fine to help reshape the stigma around pain - emotional, physical, and mental - to give a voice to the many who hide behind the words: ‘I’m Fine’. The series features conversations about mental health, identity, resilience, and how we cope when life doesn’t go to plan. With Very Special Thanks to: Natasha SilverBell, CEO SilverBell Global With thanks to Sarah Silver Natasha Silver Bell is thrilled to announce the lineup for SilverBell Global’s 2026 wellness & psychoeducation retreat, East Meets West & Beyond, June 3rd - 7th at The Falcon at Castle Ashby® : •⁠ Polyvagal Theory pioneer Deb Dana •⁠ ⁠Somatic trauma-resolution specialist Betsy Polatin •⁠ ⁠Jungian psychotherapist Dan Lawrence •⁠ ⁠Meditation Expert Megan Monahan •⁠ ⁠Psychiatrist Terry Eagan, M.D and more... Visit SilverBell Global Events for details. Filmed on location at the SilverBell Global 2025 Retreat at the Falcon – with thanks to Bea Austin Production @dogstar.studio and Filming: Allen Brothers •⁠ Technical Production by Copperbeach @copperbeachuk •⁠ Creative Production Patrick Armstrong of Sidekick Productions •⁠ Series Producer Camilla Morton •⁠ Founder and Executive Producer Jean Campbell This episode of I’m Fine Series Two is kindly supported by Natasha SilverBell and SilverBell Global https://silverbellglobal.com @Natasha SilverBell is the CEO and Founder of SilverBell Global, established in 2012 to provide informed care and attuned presence to individuals and families navigating the complexities of mental health. A thought leader and keynote speaker, Natasha curates dialogues with leading practitioners around mental health, wellbeing, and spirituality. She participated in the first Lord Mayor's Global Family Office Summit at Mansion House, London, is an Ambassador for Partnership to End Addiction, and is the founder of the Megan Anne Foundation for survivors of domestic violence and co-founder of Inservice Foundation.

  • S2 · E8
    January 7 · 58 min

    Dr. Bessel van der Kolk: Trauma, the Body, and the Power of Community

    Send us a message with any of your thoughts, questions and feedback I’m Fine hosted by Jean Campbell meets psychiatrist and trauma pioneer Dr. Bessel van der Kolk, author of the seminal book The Body Keeps the Score. Recorded at Balliol College, Oxford, after he spoke at the Masters Event this wide-ranging conversation explores what trauma really is — beyond war and catastrophe and why connection, safety, and community are at the heart of healing. In this conversation they discuss how trauma lives in the body, how it shapes identity, and why silence and secrecy so often make suffering worse. From those suffering from dissociation, emotional numbness to chronic pain, immune illness, and loss of self, we hope this episode offers both clarity and hope as they explore what helps. Dr. Bessel van der Kolk is a psychiatrist, researcher, and educator who has spent over five decades studying trauma and its effects on the body and mind. He is the founder of the Trauma Research Foundation and the author of The Body Keeps the Score, one of the most influential books on trauma ever written. In this Conversation: What trauma actually is and why it’s not defined by the event alone, what is the difference between stress and trauma How the body ‘keeps the score’ when the mind tries to move on Why secrecy and shame deepen trauma, and the difference between public trauma and private trauma “Trauma is not what happens to you. It’s what happens inside you when you are left alone with what happened.” How trauma shapes identity — especially when it is rooted in childhood Why talk therapy alone is often not enough - the healing power of groups and shared experiences Loss of self — and why recovery is still possible and why community is the strongest antidote to hopelessness “We don’t exist as individuals. We exist as members of a tribe. What to do if you feel alone, disconnected, or “beyond help” About I’m Fine: I’m Fine is a Podcast hosted by Model, Writer and Mental Health Advocate Jean Campbell is a safe space and platform where high-performance people talk honestly about their life experiences and healing as Jean explores the inner world behind their outward success. Jean has navigated chronic pain since she was 12 years old, this experience inspired her to create I’m Fine to help reshape the stigma around pain - emotional, physical, and mental - to give a voice to the many who hide behind the words: ‘I’m Fine’. The series features conversations about mental health, identity, resilience, and how we cope when life doesn’t go to plan. With Very Special Thanks to: Dr. Bessel van der Kolk Natasha SilverBell: CEO SilverBell Global Araminta Jonsson: CEO Book Time with Me, Mint Partnerships Technical Production by Copperbeach (social handle @copperbeachuk) This episode of I’m Fine Series Two is kindly supported by Natasha SilverBell and SilverBell Global https://silverbellglobal.com @Natasha SilverBell is the CEO and Founder of SilverBell Global, established in 2012 to provide informed care and attuned presence to individuals and families navigating the complexities of mental health. A thought leader and keynote speaker, Natasha curates dialogues with leading practitioners around mental health, wellbeing, and spirituality. She participated in the first Lord Mayor's Global Family Office Summit at Mansion House, London, is an Ambassador for Partnership to End Addiction, and is the founder of the Megan Anne Foundation for survivors of domestic violence and co-founder of Inservice Foundation.

  • S2 · E7
    Dec 17, 2025 · 38 min

    'Seeing my vision starting to blur' Edward Enninful OBE: on Vision, Fearlessness and Creativity

    Send us a message with any of your thoughts, questions and feedback I’m Fine hosted by Jean Campbell meets Edward Enninful, Co-Founder and Chief Creative Officer @ee72, and Author of his bestselling autobiography ‘A Visible Man’. In this episode they discuss visibility, vision – creative, emotive and physical and the knowledge and understanding of vulnerability. From the fullness of his life career, culture, health and using your voice and platform. Edward Enninful OBE is regarded as one of the leading voices in the creative industry working today and has helped bring widespread distinction to global fashion. Edward has a long-standing track record for delivering impactful storytelling and championing diverse and emerging talent within the industry. Born to a Ghanaian army officer and a seamstress, Edward became the youngest ever fashion editor of an international publication, i-D magazine, at 18. Quickly making his mark within the industry, by 1998 he became a contributing fixture at Italian Vogue, catapulting him into world recognition as a leading stylist and cultural contributor and spearheaded “The Black Issue” which featured only black women, and started the necessary dialogue amongst a wider public audience that continues today. Edward continued to use his voice with roles at American Vogue, W Magazine and most recently, British Vogue – becoming the only black person to serve as Editor-in-Chief in Vogue’s history and successfully transforming the publication into a diverse and inclusive multi-platform brand. Edward’s dedication to diversity in fashion was honoured with the presentation of an OBE. Unveiled in February 2025 Enninful is the co-founder and Chief Creative Officer of EE72, his global media and entertainment company. EE72 develops and produces transformational content, immersive experiences and innovative products that challenge audiences to see the world through new eyes. In this Conversation: From growing up in a traditional military family, moving from Ghana to London with his seamstress mother and siblings with two world views to being the youngest ever fashion editor at i-D Magazine. Don’t take anything for granted. From losing almost everything at a young age he vowed never to be scared again. When you escape war, when you have lost everything you appreciate everything and fear nothing. A visual person in a visual world he says “I don't fear many things in my life, but the one thing that I do experience a lot of fear with is my eyes” You can’t be an expert if you don’t do your research. All aspects of your life should inspire you – always be curious. Have dreams – and build them people who will champion you. Work hard but equally work hard to take care of yourself. How to sustain health and well-being, make time to switch off as well as on. About I’m Fine: “I’m Fine is more than a Podcast, it’s a service. A space for the millions of people navigating pain in silence, often without the resources or language we all deserve. The world isn’t set up to support people in pain and we want to help change that.” Jean Campbell. With Very Special Thanks to Edward Enninful @edward_enninful Shot on Location at https://www.theroofgardens.com/ Technical Production by Copperbeach @copperbeachuk Creative Production Patrick Armstrong of Sidekick Series Producer Camilla Morton Founder and Executive Producer Jean Campbell

  • S2 · E6
    Dec 10, 2025 · 56 min

    Ballet legend Dame Darcey Bussell: 'the resilience you learn as a dancer, training, & the knocks'

    Send us a message with any of your thoughts, questions and feedback I’m Fine hosted by Jean Campbell meets Dame Darcey Bussell DBE – the celebrated Former Principal of The Royal Ballet and current President of the Royal Academy of Dance to discuss artistry, discipline, grace and perseverance in life – and her journey with dance. From the psychology, the all-immersive, physical and mental strength to the evolution of a dancer’s career, Darcey reflects on shift of identity, pushing through pain, retiring and reinvention as they discuss the pressures of perfection, motherhood, the importance movement, education, wellbeing and reinvention. Darcey Bussell is a former Principal Dancer of The Royal Ballet, renowned for her athletic yet lyrical style. She joined the company in 1988 and, in 1989, became their youngest ever Principal, at just 20 years old. She ‘retired’ from ballet in 2007 and pursued a successful career in television, and was a judge on Strictly Come Dancing from 2011 to 2018. In 1995 Bussell was appointed Officer of the Order of the British Empire (OBE) in the for services to ballet, in 2006 she was appointed Commander of the Order of the British Empire (CBE) and in 2018 she was appointed Dame Commander of the Order of the British Empire (DBE) for services to dance. She has written books and is involved in numerous charities and serves as the President of the Royal Academy of Dance and is the Creator of @diversedancemix. About I’m Fine: “I’m Fine is more than a Podcast — it’s a service. A space for the millions of people navigating pain in silence, often without the resources or language we all deserve. The world isn’t set up to support people in pain and we want to help change that.” Jean Campbell. I’m Fine is a Podcast hosted by Model, Writer and Mental Health Advocate Jean Campbell is a safe space and platform where high-performance people talk honestly about their life experiences and healing as Jean explores the inner world behind their outward success. Jean has navigated chronic pain since she was 12 years old, this experience inspired her to create I’m Fine to help reshape the stigma around pain - emotional, physical, and mental - to give a voice to the many who hide behind the words: ‘I’m Fine’. The series features conversations about mental health, identity, resilience, and how we cope when life doesn’t go to plan. Follow us on social media @Im_finepodcast With Very Special Thanks to Natasha SilverBell Technical Production by Copperbeach Creative Production Patrick Armstrong of Sidekick Productions Pre-Production Sophie Tall Series Producer Camilla Morton Founder and Executive Producer Jean Campbell This episode of I’m Fine Series Two is kindly supported by Natasha SilverBell and SilverBell Global https://silverbellglobal.com @Natasha SilverBell is the CEO and Founder of SilverBell Global, established in 2012 to provide informed care and attuned presence to individuals and families navigating the complexities of mental health. A thought leader and keynote speaker, Natasha curates dialogues with leading practitioners around mental health, wellbeing, and spirituality. She participated in the first Lord Mayor Global Family Office Summit at Mansion House, London, is an Ambassador for Partnership to End Addiction, and is the founder of the Megan Anne Foundation for survivors of domestic violence and co-founder of Inservice Foundation.

  • S2 · E5
    Nov 26, 2025 · 48 min

    Mo Brings Plenty: Cultural Identity, Spirituality and Rebuilding Trust

    Send us a message with any of your thoughts, questions and feedback I’m Fine hosted by Jean Campbell meets Mo Brings Plenty renowned Lakota actor, cultural advisor, advocate and rancher, widely recognized for his roles in Yellowstone and Jurassic World Dominion, to talk about pain, redemption, love and cultural healing. Mo Brings Plenty is deeply committed to authentic American Indian representation in media and the preservation of Indigenous cultures and traditions and continues to bring Indigenous voices to the forefront as the narrator of Leonardo DiCaprio’s acclaimed Sitting Bull documentary, which premiered in 2025 and shares the enduring legacy of one of history’s most revered leaders. Off-screen, Mo Brings Plenty is a passionate advocate for environmental and social justice. In April 2024, he received the prestigious New Horizon Award, a lifetime achievement honour at the Western Heritage Awards. In June 2025, Mo met King Charles III at SXSW London as part of the Love The Earth panel alongside Julian Lennon, representing Compassionate Studios and highlighting the power of storytelling to unite humanity and the natural world. Mo lives on a ranch in Kansas with his wife, Sara Ann, their nephew, 35 rescue animals, and 11 horses. Through his work and way of life, Mo continues to inspire reverence for Indigenous heritage and a deep respect for the bond between people, animals, and the land. In this Conversation: How your upbringing, respect and honour for your ancestors will shape who you become. End each day asking: did I conduct myself in a way that makes God want to be in my presence. Hold yourself accountable. Nature shows us every day what rebirth, reality and spirituality is How the Lakota people honour their ancestors and culture through their braids How to hold the door open – from Taylor Sheridan and Yellowstone to being an advocate, creating opportunity, humanity and equality. We have more in common than we do in opposition. Pain helps us to protect. Fear is an illusion. Love is Endless. A true warrior protects rather than takes a life. The only thing we truly own is the destiny of our soul About I’m Fine: “I’m Fine is more than a Podcast, it’s a service. A space for the millions of people navigating pain in silence, often without the resources or language we all deserve. The world isn’t set up to support people in pain and we want to help change that.” Jean Campbell I’m Fine is a Podcast hosted by Model, Writer and Mental Health Advocate Jean Campbell is a safe space and platform where high-performance people talk honestly, often humorously, about their life experiences and healing as Jean explores the inner world behind their outward success. With Very Special Thanks to Mo Brings Plenty With Gratitude to Meena Khera Shot on Location at The Store, Oxford (www.thestoreoxford.com) This episode of I’m Fine Series Two is kindly supported by Natasha SilverBell and SilverBell Global https://silverbellglobal.com @Natasha SilverBell is the CEO and Founder of SilverBell Global, established in 2012 to provide informed care and attuned presence to individuals and families navigating the complexities of mental health. A thought leader and keynote speaker, Natasha curates dialogues with leading practitioners around mental health, wellbeing, and spirituality. She participated in the first Lord Mayor's Global Family Office Summit at Mansion House, London, is an Ambassador for Partnership to End Addiction, and is the founder of the Megan Anne Foundationfor survivors of domestic violence and co-founder of Inservice Foundation.

  • S2 · E4
    Nov 12, 2025 · 48 min

    Amber Valletta: Redefining the Power of Womanhood, Addiction and Sobriety

    Send us a message with any of your thoughts, questions and feedback I’m Fine hosted by Jean Campbell meets with Amber Valletta, Supermodel, actress, Goodwill Ambassador for the United Nations Environment Programme to discover what it means to age with grace in an image driven culture. They explore what life experiences can teach us, how to redefine our own narrative and how perspective and acceptance can diminish suffering. Amber opens up about her journey, taking the stigma out of sobriety, discusses spirituality, mediation, and how true healing came through vulnerability and how education and empowering the sisterhood is the ultimate legacy. Amber Valletta is an American Supermodel, actress, mother and climate advocate. She first appeared on the cover of Vogue aged 17 and since then has featured on the covers of magazines around the global including Vogue, Harper’s Bazaar, Elle and Love, and appeared in campaigns for brands including Prada, Stella McCartney, Gucci, and Versace. Beyond fashion, Amber uses her platform to champion sustainability, the environment, mental health, and recovery awareness. Sober for more than 25 years, she speaks openly about addiction, self-acceptance, and the shifting standards of beauty and success. In addition to the UN she serves as a global ambassador for the Conscious Fashion Campaign, spokesperson for Oceana and remains a leading voice for positive change in the industry. In this Conversation: How to redefine your narrative, how perspective and acceptance can empower you. Ask for help. Transform isolation into connection: vulnerability is a strength. Recovery: how longtime sobriety is Amber’s foundation for her creativity, peace, and purpose. Embrace every stage: women are life bearers, watch yourself change, age and step into your power The first half of life you take, in the second half you learn what to appreciate, and what you can give back Be educated, be mindful, be informed and stop minimising who you are. Life is circular, balance empathy for others with the wisdom of experience, find something greater thanoneself as a source of peace and resilience. About I’m Fine: “I’m Fine is more than a Podcast, it’s a service. A space for the millions of people navigating pain in silence, often without the resources or language we all deserve. The world isn’t set up to support people in pain and we want to help change that.” Jean Campbell. I’m Fine is a Podcast hosted by Model, Writer and Mental Health Advocate Jean Campbell is a safe space and platform where high-performance people talk honestly, often humorously, about their life experiences and healing as Jean explores the inner world behind their outward success. Jean has navigated chronic pain since she was 12 years old, this experience inspired her to create I’m Fine to help reshape the stigma around pain - emotional, physical, and mental - to give a voice to the many who hide behind the words: ‘I’m Fine’. The series features conversations about mental health, identity, resilience, and how we cope when life doesn’t go to plan. With Very Special Thanks to Amber Valetta Filmed by Podshop, with thanks to Producer Hailey Rovner Malach of Wicked Child Productions Edited by Copperbeach Productions Creative Production Patrick Armstrong of Sidekick Productions Series Producer Camilla Morton Founder and Executive Producer Jean Campbell

  • S2 · E3
    Oct 29, 2025 · 56 min

    Giles Yeo: Ozempic, Obesity and the Future of Health

    Send us a message with any of your thoughts, questions and feedback I’m Fine hosted by Jean Campbell meets Professor Giles Yeo MBE, leading geneticist at the University of Cambridge, to discuss one of the most talked-about drugs of our time: Ozempic. This conversation explores the science behind appetite, the promise and pitfalls of weight-loss drugs, as well as the cultural tensions between health, beauty, and privilege. From the biology of hunger to the social forces now shaping body image what does ‘health’ really means — and who gets to access it. Dr. Giles Yeo MBE is a Molecular Neuroendocrinologist at the University of Cambridge, where he serves as Professor at the MRC Metabolic Diseases Unit and Scientific Director of the Genomics/Transcriptomics Core. His research focuses on the genetics of obesity, brain regulation of body weight and the hormonal signals that influence appetite. Beyond Academia, Giles is a prominent science communicator, known for presenting BBC Horizon documentaries including ‘Why Are We Getting So Fat?’ and ‘Clean Eating: The Dirty Truth’, and is the Author of ‘Gene Eating’ and ‘Why Calories Don’t Count’. In 2020 he was awarded an MBE for services to research, communication, and engagement (of what?), and Professor Yeo currently serves as Honorary President of the British Dietetic Association. About I’m Fine: “I’m Fine is more than a Podcast, it’s a service. A space for the millions of people navigating pain in silence, often without the resources or language we all deserve. The world isn’t set up to support people in pain and we want to help change that.” Jean Campbell. I’m Fine with Jean Campbell is hosted and created by Model, Writer and Mental Health Advocate Jean Campbell, who has navigated chronic pain since the age of twelve. Through listening and learning to experts and experiences I’m Fine aims to help reshape the stigma around pain - emotional, physical, and mental - and to give a voice to the many who hide behind the words: ‘I’m Fine’. The series features conversations about mental health, identity, resilience, and how we cope when life doesn’t go to plan. Credits: Post Production by Copperbeach @copperbeachuk Creative Production by Patrick Armstrong @sidekick.prod Produced by Wicked Child Studio & Podshop Series Producer Camilla Morton Founder and Executive Producer Jean Campbell

  • S2 · E2
    Oct 15, 2025 · 36 min

    Holly Blakey: Dance, the Memory of Pain and the Language of the Body

    Send us a message with any of your thoughts, questions and feedback I’m Fine hosted by Jean Campbell meets acclaimed Choreographer and Director Holly Blakey, whose raw, poetic work explores vulnerability, empowerment, and transformation through movement. This episode explores how the body holds memory, how dance can become a language for healing, and why failure, discomfort, and joy can all coexist within the act of expression. Holly Blakey is a British Choreographer and Director known for her boundary-pushing work across dance, art, music, and fashion. Her choreography has appeared in collaborations with Florence and the Machine, Rosalia, Yves Tumor, as well as with brands including Gucci, Dior, and Burberry. Winner of the UK MVA Award for Best Choreography in a Video, Holly’s distinct artistic language blends vulnerability with power, intimacy with spectacle. On stage and screen, her work probes what it means to live embodied, to face pain and failure, and to transform them into beauty. In this Conversation: Holly shares her personal journey that led to the creation of her work ‘A Wound with Teeth’ How confronting trauma empowered the possibility of rewriting the story. How dance communicates as a language beyond words, with shape, nuance and paradox. On Redefining Pain: from ‘monsters we live with’ to signals of truth and possibility. Failure and Fear is a gift: how mistakes and setbacks can guide authentic creativity. Movement as liberation: from daily gestures to cathartic rehearsal rooms. Using dance as protest, presence, and a tool for recovery both personal and collective. About I’m Fine: "'I'm Fine is more than a Podcast, it’s a service. A space for the millions of people navigating pain in silence, often without the resources or language we all deserve. The world isn’t set up to support people in pain and we want to help change that.” Jean Campbell. I’m Fine with Jean Campbell is hosted and created by Model, Writer and Mental Health Advocate Jean Campbell, who has navigated chronic pain since the age of twelve. Through listening and learning to experts and experiences I’m Fine aims to help reshape the stigma around pain - emotional, physical, and mental - and to give a voice to the many who hide behind the words: ‘I’m Fine’. The series features conversations about mental health, identity, resilience, and how we cope when life doesn’t go to plan. Technical Production by Copperbeach @copperbeachuk Creative Production by Patrick Armstrong @sidekick.prod Pre-Production Sophie Tall Series Producer Camilla Morton Founder and Executive Producer Jean Campbell

  • S1 · E34
    Apr 25, 2025 · 50 min

    Oxford University Researcher & Professor Katy Vincent Shares the Latest Research, Demystifying Chronic Pelvic Pain & Endometriosis

    Send us a message with any of your thoughts, questions and feedback This is the third episode in a collaborative series between I’m Fine podcast and the Medical Research Foundation. In today’s conversation, Jean Campbell - who discusses her own experience of living with chronic pelvic pain - is joined by Professor Katy Vincent, an NHS consultant gynaecologist and leading researcher at the University of Oxford – to unpack the staggering scale and impact of pelvic pain in women and girls. From untreated period pain in adolescence to endometriosis, painful sex, and fertility, they explore why women’s pain is still so often ignored, misdiagnosed, or minimised — and what needs to change in both healthcare and research. The Medical Research Foundation is at the forefront of tackling often-overlooked health challenges, from chronic pain to areas of medical health that don’t receive the attention they deserve. Find out more about our mission: https://www.medicalresearchfoundation.org.uk/ Resources and research: Understanding the long-term effects of period pain - https://www.medicalresearchfoundation.org.uk/news/understanding-the-long-term-effects-of-period-pain Pain in Women research at Oxford - https://www.wrh.ox.ac.uk/research/roadpain IMI-PainCare - https://www.imi-paincare.eu/ UCL Reproductive Health Policy Research - https://www.ucl.ac.uk/health/health-policy-ucl/policy-research-unit-reproductive-health https://www.endometriosis-uk.org https://www.pelvicpain.org.uk https://www.painful-bladder.org https://drchatterjee.com --- Sponsored by: Medical Research Foundation Host: Jean Campbell Guest: Professor Professor Katy Vincent Executive Producer: Jean Campbell Producer: Wicked Child Studio, Hailey Rovner Malach Composer: Eduoardo Vella

  • S1 · E33
    Apr 11, 2025 · 42 min

    The Weight We Carry: Understanding Depression Beyond the Diagnosis with Dr. Joni Coleman, Institute of Psychiatry, Psychology & Neuroscience at Kings College London

    Send us a message with any of your thoughts, questions and feedback This is the second episode in a collaborative series between I’m Fine podcast and the Medical Research Foundation. In today’s conversation, Jean Campbell speaks to Dr Joni Coleman, Senior Lecturer in Statistical Genetics at the Institute of Psychiatry, Psychology & Neuroscience, King’s College London, about depression and how factors such as genetics, environment and trauma shape mental health. *Please note that Joni is not a clinician, so his comments shouldn’t be interpreted as clinical opinion. The Medical Research Foundation is at the forefront of tackling often-overlooked health challenges, from chronic pain to areas of medical health that don’t receive the attention they deserve. Your support can help fund groundbreaking medical research to transform lives: https://www.medicalresearchfoundation.org.uk Resources: Primer on major depressive disorder: https://europepmc.org/article/med/37620370 Lancet-WPA Commission: https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/35180424/ --- Sponsored by: Medical Research Foundation Host: Jean Campbell Guest: Dr. Joni Coleman Executive Producer: Jean Campbell Producer: Wicked Child Studio, Hailey Rovner Malach Composer: Eduoardo Vella

  • S1 · E32
    Apr 3, 2025 · 1 hr 9 min

    Sensuality, Pain & Pleasure - Get Into Your Body with Aisha Paris Smith

    Send us a message with any of your thoughts, questions and feedback What happens when you stop seeing your body as a burden—and start experiencing it as a source of power, pleasure, and healing? I’m Fine in collaboration with The House of KoKo: Life in Motion PRESENTS: In this electric live recording at KOKO Camden, Jean sits down with somatic sexologist, speaker, and sexological bodyworker Aisha Paris Smith for a deeply moving and radically honest conversation about what it really means to come home to your body. Together, they explore the intersection of sensuality, trauma, chronic pain, and the often-forgotten truth that pleasure isn’t just a luxury—it’s a tool for repair. Topics We Cover [00:02:00] Welcome, Introductions & Why This Conversation Matters [00:07:00] Guided Grounding: How Does It Feel to Be in Your Body Today? [00:14:00] Why We Disconnect: Culture, Shame & the Stories We Hold [00:17:00] The Impact of Porn & Overstimulation on Sensual Connection [00:21:00] What Desensitizes Us—And What Helps Us Feel Again [00:24:00] Productivity Culture, Disembodiment & Reclaiming Rest [00:25:30] Body Image, Media Messages & the Pleasure Triangle [00:28:00] Is Pleasure a Luxury or a Necessity? [00:31:00] What Sensuality Actually Looks Like in Everyday Life [00:33:00] The Fear of Pleasure & Why We Resist Slowing Down [00:35:00] Internal ‘No’s: Shame, Safety, and the Cost of Disconnection [00:39:00] Emotions as Messengers & How to Let Them Move Through [00:42:00] Embodied Yes vs. Disembodied Decisions [00:43:00] Vulnerability & Why It’s the Root of Real Pleasure [00:45:00] Let’s Talk About Genitals: Normalizing What’s Always There [00:48:00] Practical Tools for Reconnecting With Your Body [00:51:00] Chronic Pain & Trusting a Body That’s Hurt You [00:56:00] Birth Control & Hormones: What Happens When Chemistry Conflicts with Desire This episode is for you if... •⁠ ⁠You feel disconnected from your body or pleasure •⁠ ⁠You're curious about somatics, sensuality, or sex coaching •⁠ ⁠You live with pain and want to reconnect with your body gently •⁠ ⁠You want to bring more aliveness into your everyday life—on your terms About Aisha Paris Smith Aisha is a certified somatic sex and life coach, speaker, and sexological bodyworker. She works with individuals and couples to unlock intimacy, rewire narratives of shame, and build trust in their own bodies. Her work has been featured in The Times, The Evening Standard, and FT How To Spend It. Let’s Connect: 💌 Follow Jean on Instagram @jean.campbell 💌 Follow Aisha on Instagram @aishaparissmith 🎙️ Subscribe to I’m Fine and never miss an episode 🌸 Explore more: aishaparissmith.com Brought to you by: LIFE IN MOTION in collaboration with The House of KOKO Host: Jean Campbell Guest: Aisha Paris Smith Executive Producer: Jean Campbell Producer: Julien Plante KOKO Productions Wicked Child Studio, Hailey Rovner Malach Composer: Eduoardo Vella

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