
Good Morning Wake Up - Ep. 169 Resistance to Being
Good morning, everyone. Here’s the opening holiday from Sunday’s open meeting. And just to remind, this weekend is the online intensive, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. Going to be five meetings for about nine hours. See you soon. Okay, we’ll begin. I’ll keep letting people in as we go. If you’re new to the meeting, so I’ll start off with the maybe 10 or 15 minutes of a holiday, like my Good Morning Wake Up series. And then after that, we can talk. Let’s just be here, very relaxed, very gentle, very simple. No force, no pressure, no holding on to anything. Just simply consciously knowing, or knowingly aware. ««»» I don’t mean aware of anything in particular. I just mean the simple fact, aware, consciously knowing, aware, I am. ««»» This aware is subjective aware. It doesn’t need an object. It knows itself. Or better, I know myself. I am aware. ««»» All of the objects of appearance having their momentary display, no problem with any of that. That’s none of our concern. Our concern for now, very gently. Concern with myself, aware. I am aware. ««»» The mind and the objects of appearance will attempt to draw you outward from this pure subjective aware. Outward to the mind or outward to the world. That’s natural. It’s a resistance to just being. That’s all it is. There’s a resistance to pure being. Notice that movement. ««»» And when you notice that, maybe you won’t notice it for a second or five seconds or 10 seconds, you’ll just, before you realize that you’re off on the distraction of one of those appearances, and that’s totally cool. But when you do notice, in that moment, bring your attention back, pure subject, I, Knowingly aware. ««»» And then the same thing again, when you notice the resistance and the pull to any object, when you notice that, in the noticing itself is already the movement, self-attention. ««»» Gentle. ««»» You might notice that every one of those appearances is different. The thoughts are different. The sensations that appear are different. Sounds coming and going are different. The visual movements are different. They’re all changing constantly. And yet every time you come back to this knowing, conscious knowing of aware, it’s exactly the same. Now, five minutes ago, 10 minutes from now, 10 years ago. ««»» This pure subjective knowing, I am, is the source out from which all of those appearances spring and return back to always. From this pure being, purely subjective knowing, out of that comes thoughts, and then back into it they submerge. Out of that comes all of the sensory appearances and back into that. All of the sensations, everything rises, has its momentary display, and then back into the source, which is what I am. ««»» So all we’re doing on a holiday is being at the source, dwelling there. ««»» And becoming convinced. And I’m convinced because every time I come and look, I am the same source. That’s what I am. It’s always the same. I’m convinced. ««»» And then I rise as thoughts. I-source, I-source, no thing, so to speak. I-source, rise as thoughts or the separate I. I rise as sensations in the body. I rise as all of the sensory objects and appearances. That’s all I-source rising as those things, as ocean rises as wave. Source rises as the personal I, the sensations, thoughts, emotions, sensory objects, just like that. All out of Source. And so we just turn around, pure subject, Source, I AM. ««»» In this way, we don’t have to get rid of anything, stop the mind, kill anything, transcend anything. We just know ourselves in a different way than we’ve known before, that’s all. No longer only knowing ourselves as the wave, personal wave self, now we know ourselves as source appearing as the wave. ««»» What do you think of yourself now? Pretty cool, I’d say. ««»» Good to be with you. I hope to see you this weekend. Have a great day. Peace. Two Upcoming Intensives A New Paradigm of Being - Weekend Online Intensive November 6 - 8 India One Month Intensive Salvadore Poe - Liberation IS is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber. Get full access to Salvadore Poe - Liberation IS at salvadorepoe.substack.com/subscribe
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