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A Million Other Choices

Kim Toller

When my niece was murdered in 2018, my interest in true crime turned to an obsession. I respect the victims and their families because I’ve been there. Every victims story deserves to be told. No chatting about my personal life or witty banter….I just get right to the case and tell the victim’s story.

My personal story can be found in Season 1, episodes 17&18.

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Tuesday · 28 min
Melanie Ethier
On the night of September 29, 1996, 15-year-old Melanie Ethier did what thousands of teenagers had done before her—she walked home after spending the evening with friends. She was dropped off just a short distance from her house in New Liskeard, Ontario. She never arrived. How does someone disappear so close to home without a scream, a struggle, or a single confirmed witness? Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/a-million-other-choices/exclusive-content Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands Privacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy
Monday · 50 min
The Murdaugh Murders
The Alex Murdaugh case wasn’t just about murder — it was about power, control, corruption, and a man who believed the rules didn’t apply to him. In this deep dive, we unravel the murders of Maggie and Paul Murdaugh Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/a-million-other-choices/exclusive-content Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands Privacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy
September 2 · 39 min
The Psychology of “Undoing” After Murder
After some murders, killers do something unexpected. They cover the body. They clean the victim. They pose the scene. They call 911. Sometimes they even express grief or remorse immediately afterward. In forensic psychology, this behavior is often referred to as “undoing” — a disturbing phenomenon where offenders attempt, psychologically or symbolically, to reverse, soften, deny, or emotionally distance themselves from the violence they’ve committed. In this episode, we’re diving into the psychology behind undoing after murder: what it means, why it happens, what crime scene behavior can reveal about emotion and intent, and why investigators pay close attention to what offenders do after the violence ends. We’ll talk about guilt, shame, dissociation, emotional attachment, staging, remorse, domestic homicide dynamics, and the uncomfortable reality that some offenders still feel emotionally connected to their victims even after killing them. Because murder is not always emotionally cold. Sometimes the aftermath tells investigators far more than the crime itself. Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/a-million-other-choices/exclusive-content Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands Privacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy
August 31 · 41 min
Mimi Torres
What happened to Jacklyn “Mimi” Torres Garcia? Full breakdown of the Mimi Torres Garcia murder case and Karla Garcia’s involvement. Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/a-million-other-choices/exclusive-content Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands Privacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy
August 24 · 27 min
Daniel Wozniak: When the Spotlight wasn't Enough
Today we’re talking about a case that, at first glance, almost feels surreal — like something pulled straight from a script. But this story isn’t fiction. And at the center of it are two young people who should still be here. In 2010, in a quiet community in Costa Mesa, 26-year-old Samuel Herr and 23-year-old Julie Kibuishi became victims of a calculated and deeply disturbing crime committed by someone they trusted — aspiring actor Daniel Wozniak. This is not just a story about violence. It’s a story about manipulation, entitlement… and the chilling reality of how far someone was willing to go for money and control. We’ll start with Sam — a veteran, a friend, someone rebuilding his life after service. Then Julie — kind, intelligent, and completely uninvolved in what was about to unfold. And from there… we walk through the timeline. The lies. The staged narrative. And the investigation that slowly unraveled a performance that was never meant to hold up under scrutiny. Because what makes this case so unsettling isn’t just what happened… It’s how deliberate it all was. And how, in the end, the truth came out anyway. Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/a-million-other-choices/exclusive-content Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands Privacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy
August 19 · 42 min
The Science Behind Blood Spatter Analysis
Blood spatter analysis has become one of the most recognizable forms of forensic science in modern true crime. But how accurate is it really? In this episode, we’re diving into the science — and controversy — behind blood spatter analysis. We’ll talk about how investigators interpret blood patterns, what different types of stains can potentially reveal, how analysts attempt to reconstruct violent events, and why blood evidence has played a major role in countless murder investigations. But we’re also going to discuss the growing criticism surrounding blood spatter analysis, including questions about subjectivity, human interpretation, courtroom reliability, and wrongful convictions tied to flawed forensic conclusions. Because despite what television has taught us… forensic science is rarely as simple or as certain as it looks. We’ll break down passive stains, cast-off patterns, arterial spray, impact spatter, crime scene reconstruction, expert testimony, and the difficult reality of trying to interpret violence after the fact. And honestly? Sometimes the evidence tells a very clear story. And sometimes… people see what they expect to see. Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/a-million-other-choices/exclusive-content Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands Privacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy
August 17 · 38 min
A Mother of Five Vanished | The Shirley Duguay Story
Today we’re heading to Prince Edward Island — a place known for quiet roads, close communities… and, in this case, a story that unfolded behind the kind of normal life no one questions until it’s too late. This is the story of Shirley Duguay. She was 32 years old. A mother of five. And at the time of her disappearance in October 1994, she was trying to do something incredibly difficult — start over. When her car was found abandoned on a rural road… with blood inside… it became clear very quickly that this wasn’t a simple missing person case. What followed was months of searching, a devastating discovery, and an investigation that would quietly build into one of the most unusual forensic cases in Canadian history. But this story isn’t about science. It’s about a woman who was trying to move forward… and the reality that leaving a relationship is often the most dangerous time. In this episode, we walk through Shirley’s life, her disappearance, the investigation, and the trial that followed — while keeping the focus where it belongs. On her. Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/a-million-other-choices/exclusive-content Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands Privacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy
August 12 · 30 min
Tara Calico
Tara Calico vanished during what should have been an ordinary bike ride in New Mexico. Months later, a mysterious Polaroid photograph sparked worldwide attention and decades of debate—but did it really depict Tara? Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/a-million-other-choices/exclusive-content Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands Privacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy
August 10 · 1 hr 11 min
The Bain Family Murders
This is one of those cases that doesn’t just stay in the past… it lingers. It argues back. It refuses to sit quietly in a neat little conclusion. The Bain family murders shocked New Zealand in 1994 — five family members killed inside their own home. The only one left alive? David Bain. What followed was a conviction… then years later, a retrial… and an acquittal that should have settled everything. Except it didn’t. Because to this day, people are still asking the same question: Did David Bain get away with it… or was he the victim of one of the biggest miscarriages of justice in New Zealand history? In this episode, we’re walking through the case carefully — the timeline, the evidence, the inconsistencies, and the theories — without sensationalizing, but also without ignoring the uncomfortable questions. Because sometimes… justice doesn’t feel settled. Sometimes it feels… divided. Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/a-million-other-choices/exclusive-content Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands Privacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy
August 5 · 41 min
Someone Has To Clean This: The Hidden World of Crime Scene Cleanup
When detectives leave a crime scene… someone still has to go back inside. In this episode, we’re talking about the hidden world of crime scene cleanup — the people responsible for cleaning homes, apartments, vehicles, and spaces after murders, suicides, unattended deaths, and traumatic events. And honestly? Most people have no idea what that job actually involves. We’ll explore the physical realities of biohazard cleanup, the emotional and psychological toll on workers, the smells and contamination investigators leave behind, how families are affected when they return home, and why this work is far more complicated than simply “cleaning.” We’ll also talk about trauma exposure, compassion fatigue, desensitization, and the strange emotional weight of being the last person inside a room where something terrible happened. Because after the police tape comes down… the story isn’t actually over. And hey — it’s murder. Don’t come to me for happy endings. Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/a-million-other-choices/exclusive-content Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands Privacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy
August 3 · 25 min
When Alcohol, Anger, and the Law Collide: Cameron Sayine
Today’s case isn’t just about what happened… it’s about why it happened—and how the law decides the difference. In the Northwest Territories, the case of Cameron Sayine raises difficult questions about intent, alcohol, and the legal concept of provocation. Because not every act of violence is treated the same under the law. And sometimes… the line between murder and something else isn’t as clear as we might think. In this episode, we’re going to walk through the events leading up to that night—what we know, what was said, and how quickly things escalated. We’ll look at the role alcohol played, the interactions between those involved, and the moment everything changed. But more importantly… we’re going to break down how Canadian law approaches cases like this. What is intent, really? What qualifies as provocation? And when does a reaction—however extreme—cross the line into murder? This is one of those cases where the answers aren’t simple. And it forces us to sit in that uncomfortable space between emotion… and law. Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/a-million-other-choices/exclusive-content Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands Privacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy
July 29 · 48 min
Julie Dart
Julie Dart was a young woman with her whole life ahead of her when she vanished without a trace after finishing work. For weeks, her family searched for answers, hoping she would come home. Instead, investigators uncovered a case that would expose the calculated crimes of Michael Sams. While Sams would later become widely known for another abduction, Julie's story is often overshadowed despite being the first victim whose life was stolen by his violence. In this episode, we focus on Julie—who she was, the events leading up to her disappearance, the investigation that followed, and how her case ultimately helped reveal the truth about Michael Sams. As always, this episode is based on investigative records, court proceedings, and credible reporting, with a focus on the evidence while remembering the victim at the center of the story. #TrueCrime #JulieDart #MichaelSams #CrimeDocumentary #TrueCrimePodcast #Justice Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/a-million-other-choices/exclusive-content Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands Privacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy
July 27 · 29 min
Martin Duram
Today’s case is one of the most unusual I’ve ever covered—and honestly, one that sounds almost too strange to be true. In May of 2015, Martin Duram was found shot to death inside his home in Sand Lake, Michigan. His wife, Glenna Duram, was discovered nearby with a gunshot wound to the head… still alive. At first glance, it looked like a tragic murder-suicide attempt. But almost immediately… things didn’t add up. The scene raised more questions than answers. The financial struggles. The history of fraud and deception. And a marriage that, behind closed doors, was anything but stable. And then… there was the parrot. Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/a-million-other-choices/exclusive-content Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands Privacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy
July 22 · 23 min
The Disturbing Psychology of Women Who Love Serial Killers
In this episode, we’re diving into one of the most uncomfortable and fascinating corners of true crime psychology — the women who idolize, marry, defend, and obsess over violent killers. From Ted Bundy receiving love letters during trial… to Richard Ramirez attracting devoted fans despite openly describing horrific crimes… to Charles Manson’s lasting influence decades later… this phenomenon has existed for far longer than most people realize. We’ll talk about hybristophilia, trauma bonding, fantasy relationships, celebrity culture, manipulation, media influence, and the psychology behind attraction to dangerous men. We’ll also explore the important difference between curiosity, fascination, and outright romantic obsession. Because honestly… everyone jokes about “loving true crime”… until somebody starts mailing wedding proposals to a serial killer. Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/a-million-other-choices/exclusive-content Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands Privacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy
July 20 · 22 min
Georgi Markov
In 1978, Bulgarian writer and journalist Georgi Markov was walking across Waterloo Bridge in London when he felt what he described as a small prick in his leg. Within days, he was dead. What followed would uncover one of the most bizarre and chilling methods of assassination ever documented—an attack carried out in broad daylight, using something as ordinary as an umbrella. Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/a-million-other-choices/exclusive-content Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands Privacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy
July 13 · 24 min
Dorothy Stratten
Dorothy was young, kind, and by all accounts, trusting. She had just begun building a life for herself — one that was finally starting to belong to her. But behind the scenes, there was someone who believed that her success, her body, and even her future… belonged to him. Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/a-million-other-choices/exclusive-content Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands Privacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy
July 11 · 17 min
Why is it called Scotland Yard?
Everyone has heard of Scotland Yard. It's become synonymous with detectives, murder investigations, and some of history's most infamous criminal cases—from Jack the Ripper to modern forensic investigations. But here's the question almost nobody asks... Why is it called Scotland Yard when it's actually in England? The answer goes back hundreds of years and involves medieval royalty, Scottish diplomats, the creation of London's Metropolitan Police, and one man whose ideas completely transformed modern policing. In this episode of Let's Talk About Murder, we're stepping away from a single murder case to explore the fascinating history behind the world's most famous police organization. We'll uncover how Scotland Yard got its unusual name, why officers became known as "Bobbies," how detectives evolved from a controversial idea into a cornerstone of criminal investigations, and how one small street in London became one of the most recognizable names in law enforcement. Whether you're a true crime fan or simply love unusual pieces of history, this story explains why the words "Scotland Yard" still carry so much weight nearly 200 years later. Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/a-million-other-choices/exclusive-content Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands Privacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy
July 8 · 10 min
Canada's Dealth Penalty Explained
Why did Canada abolish the death penalty? And why has it never returned — even after some of the country’s most horrific murders? In this episode of Let’s Talk About Murder, we explore the history of capital punishment in Canada, the final executions, the political battle to end it, wrongful conviction fears, extradition issues, and the psychological and ethical arguments that still divide people today. We’ll also look at infamous Canadian murder cases that reignited the debate, how Canada’s justice system changed after abolition, and why this issue remains one of the most emotionally charged conversations in criminal justice. Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/a-million-other-choices/exclusive-content Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands Privacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy
July 6 · 38 min
The DeFeo Family Murders
The case that became one of the most famous “haunted house” stories in the world — but before all of that… there were real people. On November 13, 1974, six members of the DeFeo family were found murdered inside their home in Amityville, New York. What followed would become a media frenzy — books, movies, and decades of paranormal claims. But this episode isn’t about ghosts. This is about the DeFeo family — who they were, what was happening inside that house long before that night, and what we actually know about the murders of Ronald DeFeo Sr., Louise DeFeo, and their four children. We’re going to walk through: The family dynamics and tensions leading up to the murders The timeline of what happened inside the house The investigation and Ronald DeFeo Jr.’s changing stories The trial and what evidence actually showed And how this case became something very different from the truth Because somewhere along the way… the real story got buried under something much louder. And as always, we’re going to bring it back to the victims — because they deserve to be remembered for more than a headline. Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/a-million-other-choices/exclusive-content Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands Privacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy
July 1 · 32 min
Natalie Bollinger
A 19-year-old young woman whose life was cut tragically short after reaching out online, looking for connection… and finding someone who would ultimately take everything from her. This is not just a story about what happened that night. It’s about who Natalie was… the struggles she was facing… and the moments leading up to a decision that placed her in the path of someone dangerous. Support this podcast at — https://redcircle.com/a-million-other-choices/exclusive-content Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands Privacy & Opt-Out: https://redcircle.com/privacy

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