Narcissist Apocalypse: Patterns of Abuse

Abuse Survivor Network

Narcissist Apocalypse is a Purple Ribbon Award-winning storytelling podcast that amplifies the voices of those who have experienced narcissistic abuse, coercive control, emotional abuse, domestic violence, family relationship abuse, and relationship trauma. Our guests share their stories of abuse survival, providing a source of validation, education, inspiration, and hope for those going through similar experiences. Join us and discover how you, too, can overcome the narcissist apocalypse.

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Yesterday · 1 hr 26 min
Rerelease | Inez & The Wolf in Sheep’s Clothing
In this rerelease episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Inez shares how childhood scapegoating, emotional invalidation, and the belief that she had to earn love shaped the vulnerabilities an abusive partner later exploited. He presented himself as caring, empathetic, and deeply devoted, using love bombing, future promises, and stories of his traumatic past to gain her compassion and trust. As the relationship progressed, praise turned into put-downs, care became control, and vulnerability was met w
Tuesday · 27 min
Rerelease | When People Pleasing Becomes Survival: Fawning in Abusive Relationships
In this rerelease episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon explores the different ways people pleasing can appear and how qualities such as loyalty, caretaking, peacemaking, and a desire to help can become unhealthy when boundaries disappear. He discusses five people-pleasing archetypes and how trauma, childhood experiences, financial insecurity, oppression, and stigma can shape these patterns. Brandon also examines fawning as a survival response within abusive relationships. He discusses walk
Monday · 19 min
Debrief | Weaponized Empathy, Crisis Control, & Gaslighting in Teddy’s Story
In this debrief episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon Chadwick breaks down the patterns of abuse in Teddy’s survivor story. Teddy’s empathy and desire to be a dependable partner were repeatedly used to pull him into the role of rescuer. Every family conflict, financial emergency, school problem, threat of self-harm, or unexpected crisis became something Teddy was expected to fix. Brandon examines how Teddy was punished whenever he tried to set boundaries, how gaslighting caused him to doubt
Sunday · 41 min
Teddy & The Crisis-Creating Abuser
In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Teddy shares the story of a relationship built around empathy, rescue, and repeated crisis. What began as a connection between two ambitious people slowly became a cycle of trauma dumping, chronic lying, financial exploitation, weaponized incompetence, triangulation, and emotional pressure. Whenever Teddy tried to set a boundary or ask for accountability, another emergency seemed to arise, pulling him back into the role of caretaker. As the relationship
July 30 · 49 min
Rerelease | Joanne & The Pain of Loving an Abusive Mother
In this rerelease episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Joanne shares the pain of growing up with a gaslighting and abusive mother while still desperately wanting her love. Joanne’s mother made kindness feel transactional, blamed Joanne for her emotions and health, denied and rewrote abusive incidents, involved others in their conflicts, and repeatedly made Joanne’s accomplishments, grief, and trauma about herself. As Joanne got older, the physical abuse, intimidation, guilt, and manipulation became
July 28 · 30 min
Rerelease | The 6 Stages & 4 Styles of Emotional Blackmail
In this rerelease episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon discusses Susan Forward and Donna Frazier’s book Emotional Blackmail and explains how manipulation can be used to control your choices, relationships, and behaviour. Brandon breaks down fear, obligation, and guilt, also known as FOG, and how these feelings can leave someone feeling helpless, powerless, and afraid to resist. He also explores the six stages of emotional blackmail: demand, resistance, pressure, threats, compliance, and re
July 27 · 24 min
Debrief | Constant Correction, Trauma Bonds, and Invisible Control in Barb’s Story
In this debrief episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon discusses the abuse patterns found throughout Barb’s survivor story.The debrief explores how constant correction became a form of dehumanization, how the early push-pull dynamic created a trauma bond, and how confusing conversations prevented accountability. Brandon also examines how Barb’s religious beliefs created a ready-made power imbalance and how being told she could make every decision was actually a trap disguised as freedom. The
July 26 · 1 hr 37 min
Barb & The Raging, Critical, Coercive Controller
In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Barb shares the story of surviving a 22-year marriage to a raging, critical, coercive controller. Raised in purity culture and taught that a wife should defer to her husband, Barb believed she had found the man God intended for her when she met a charismatic church leader while living abroad. His confidence, painful childhood, inspiring words, and welcoming family made him appear safe. However, the early love bombing soon became a push-pull cycle of affe
July 24 · 18 min
Debrief | Soulmate Language, Triangulation, and Crazy-Making in Avery’s Story
In this debrief episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon breaks down the patterns of abuse found in Avery’s survivor story, including soulmate language, triangulation with former partners, financial abuse, and the confusion created when someone’s words repeatedly fail to match their actions. The episode also examines how Avery’s emotions, communication, and reactions were used to discredit her legitimate concerns. Apologies created hope and restarted the relationship without producing lasting
July 22 · 1 hr 53 min
Rerelease | Avery & The Crazy-Making Abuser
In this rerelease episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Avery shares the story of her abusive marriage and the years she spent trying to make sense of a relationship filled with lies, infidelity, triangulation, and circular conversations. As the relationship progressed, Avery found herself carrying the financial and emotional responsibilities of the family while her partner avoided accountability and blamed her for the problems she was trying to address. Every concern became proof that she was angr
July 21 · 12 min
How an Abuser Refusing to Make Decisions Becomes a Form of Control
In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon discusses how an abusive person can maintain control while appearing to let their partner make every decision. They refuse to participate, leave the planning and responsibility to someone else, and then criticize, blame, sulk, or become angry once a choice has been made. Brandon explains how this creates a no-win situation where the victim must constantly predict what the abuser wants, despite never being told what that is. Over time, the victim
July 20 · 16 min
Debrief | Scapegoating, Transactional Love, and Family Betrayal in Vicky’s Story
In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon debriefs Vicky’s survivor story and examines what it means to be assigned the role of family scapegoat. He discusses how Vicky remained loyal, worked hard, stayed quiet, and continued trying to earn her family’s love, yet was still treated as the problem. The episode also explores transactional love, financial support being used in place of accountability, and how the calmer parent’s refusal to protect a child can become one of the deepest betray
July 19 · 58 min
Vicky the Scapegoat & The Family Business Betrayal
In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Vicky shares how she became the scapegoat in a family shaped by favoritism, transactional love, psychological abuse, and silence. Her mother controlled the household through humiliation, mind games, and physical aggression, while her father repeatedly failed to protect her. Meanwhile, Vicky’s brother was treated as the golden child, protected from accountability, and given opportunities she had spent years working toward. Despite everything, Vicky remai
July 17 · 24 min
Debrief | Self Defense, Gaslighting, and the Smear Campaign in Canva’s Story
In this debrief episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon Chadwick debriefs Canva’s survivor story and examines how her reactions to abuse were isolated from their context and used to portray her as the abusive person. The episode explores the severe gaslighting that led Canva to record conversations so she could hold on to her own reality, the smear campaign that began before she left, and the way every conflict became a trial of her character. Brandon also discusses financial abuse, isolation
July 15 · 1 hr 36 min
Rerelease | Canva & The Smear Campaigning Abuser
In this rerelease episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Canva shares the story of a relationship shaped by gaslighting, financial exploitation, isolation, intimidation, and a relentless effort to portray her as the abusive partner. Canva entered the relationship believing she had finally found the person who made her feel safe, accepted, and understood. After she became pregnant, that connection changed. Her partner stopped contributing, dismissed her feelings as hormonal and irrational, controlled
July 14 · 57 min
Rerelease | Healing From Complex Trauma & Narcissistic Abuse
In this rerelease episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon talks with clinical psychologist and author Dr. Ingrid Clayton about narcissistic abuse, complex trauma, and the long journey toward believing your own experiences. Dr. Clayton shares how growing up within an abusive and gaslighting family system shaped her nervous system, relationships, and sense of self. She explains why emotional abuse can remain hidden for decades, with its effects often mistaken for personal failings, addiction, p
July 13 · 22 min
Debrief | Accusations, Surveillance, and Coercive Control in Jody’s Story
In this debrief episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon breaks down the patterns of abuse in Jody’s survivor story. The debrief explores how repeated accusations kept Jody permanently on the defensive, how one small technicality became a lasting attack on her character, and how constant communication slowly isolated her while keeping her attention focused on the relationship. Brandon also examines how the abuser’s version of reality came to control the relationship, how Jody’s empathy was use
July 12 · 1 hr 3 min
Jody & The Volatile Paranoid Abuser
In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Jody shares the story of reconnecting with a boy she had dated as a teenager, thirty years after their brief relationship ended. At first, the familiarity felt comforting. They spent nearly every day together, talked constantly, and quickly slipped into a relationship. Then the accusations began. A friendly conversation became flirting. A delayed drive home became proof that she was cheating. Before long, he was recording her calls, searching her phone,
July 10 · 16 min
Debrief | Love Bombing, Isolation, and the Smear Campaign in Natalie’s Story
In this debrief episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon examines the major patterns of coercive control in Natalie’s survivor story. The debrief explores how intense love bombing created a powerful attachment before the relationship shifted into criticism, emotional punishment, and isolation. Brandon discusses how Natalie’s children, friendships, family relationships, and independence were treated as threats to her abuser’s control. He also examines the cycle of explosions, silent treatments,
July 9 · 1 hr 16 min
Rerelease | Natalie & The Victim-Playing Controller
In this rerelease episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Natalie shares the story of a relationship that began with intense chemistry, constant attention, extravagant gestures, and a powerful feeling of connection. Over time, the love bombing gave way to jealousy, criticism, silent treatments, compulsive lying, emotional punishment, and constant demands that Natalie place the relationship above her children, family, and friends. As Natalie became increasingly isolated, every independent decision cou