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After hearing that some of the energetic streams "pretended to be" the vibration of "Beautiful Light" Elizabeth tries to get clarification on what she's actually been feeling. Sensing moments where there seemed to be a connection that created what she refers to as a "shoop" through her body, Elizabeth learns from this disclosing energy that she may actually be feeling and hearing the human. She discusses how there have been moments where it feels like the actual person is talking to her in her head. The vibration of Rim states, "She hears you...I don't know what she's doing..." and then continues to discuss how they didn't hear Elizabeth when they should have. They talk about the connection that they've felt from Elizabeth in vibration saying that she has "made a serious impact already" and that they have "learned a lot" but that it is hard to be around her and not feel poorly of themselves. Elizabeth discusses how everyone messes up sometimes and that often things turn out differently then we expect but that maybe it's just supposed to be that way.
Elizabeth reflects back to when she felt the vibration of love and associated the feelings entirely with the person they call "Beautiful Light." She says how that time period was "magical" and "confusing." Elizabeth says that it "felt like heaven" that she felt like she was "loved by the greatest love she has ever known." The vibration of Hanz Rip speaks through Elizabeth to talk about this experience saying "I thought wow...there she is...after a long...beautiful life...she stepped on the other side of the curtain...and came right back for me, to help me find her and set it all free." When Elizabeth is questioned if she believes this idea she states that it's a "beautiful tale" and that it is the one she wants to be true but that she knows that sometimes you can think you are "writing one story" and "then it unfolds very differently." Elizabeth states how she "can't let go" of the idea that this story is connected to the woman she loves because of how it changed her and helped her connect to the vibrations she has learned to know and work with. As she makes this statement vibration shoots through her body and slams her leg into the desk that she is sitting under. Elizabeth begins to feel the sadness of her experience as she discusses how she has been asking for validation of her connection to this woman and how she has felt vibration physically respond "like a force of a tornado through her body." She considers then that perhaps "Beautiful Light" is a "potential" to which vibration yells "I am more than a F#cking potential!"
The vibration of "Beautiful Light" steps in and tells Elizabeth, "I am absolutely in love with you". Elizabeth responds in disbelief "Oh really?" And "Beautiful Light" questions why she still does not believe this. Elizabeth says, "Do you think I am crazy?" remembering how at one point she repeatedly asked this question. Laugh Track gets a chuckle and Elizabeth states "It's an inside joke." The discussion of using the word "crazy" calls in the vibrational story of Anna Maya and Rima and how in their lifetime Rima could feel Anna Maya and didn't understand why she was denying it. The two discuss what happens when you pretend and hide your true feelings and how the judgment of others can impact your story. When Elizabeth is questioned about what she is going to do about "her" she says that after the "the text-capade" she's "gotta give space" because its "what she needs." Elizabeth discusses how hard it is to sense Lil Anna Maya say her other mother is "Beautiful Light" when she felt her own children be discarded in their conflict. When Elizabeth says this, she notices how her heart burns as though "her" energy is there and feeling guilt from the expression. The recording continues with vibrations streaming through Elizabeth as she tries to determine their motives and how "desire energy can be misconstrued sometimes saying it's love."
